I took accutane when I was in my mid teens. Very soon after that my hair started falling out so I went on propecia. I was so stupid.
most of us who are here were very stupid
Propecia hm.. Look at me accutane like you, but then clenbuterol, stanozolol, methandienone, nandrolone, testosterone(3 types), boldenone, trenbolone, proviron, tamoxifen. I am sure that I forget something. Then also progesterone cream + 10 years on T4 meds.. Most of this stuff from underground labs which is contaminated with impurities and garbage.. A lot of this stuff is also in injectable form. So you can imagine how bad it is when you bypass digestion and inject this shit directly into the muscle.. I hope that you feel better when you read this..
Everything is about perspective. I can just cry all day long. How I fucked the best years of my life or I can say.. Well at least I am still alive and now I know what is important in life. I was last 5 years in very strange place between life and death and thinking about everything by myself all the time for so long. Like some monk in the mountains. It was not fun, but at the same time I learned so much.. Most peole never stopped for a moment. They just gogogo and then when something happends they don't have this knowleadge what we have..
It's spooky how closely our perspectives on this align, lol. I was literally just talking about this with my girlfriend the other day. It's definitely something I struggle with but am at least aware of. It's difficult to find that balance between doing everything you can to improve your health, and allowing your health status become your identity.
Is this due to edema or varicose veins? Have you tried compression socks? I have painful swollen veins in my legs, and while it's not a solution, compression socks can allow me to be on my feet all day without getting sore, whereas without them I'd get sore, swollen legs within 5min.
Iook at that, do you think on RPF people go there because know very much about metabolism and like to discuss about it in scientific way, no their metabolism is off and they are looking for answers why.
Of course everybody have seen a bum with full head of hair and not a single white string, but even if it was the other way around he wouldnt care either, so its the way people like to be presented or the way they have no choice over it or are just totally over it.
Idk what the poor souls around all this health forums can do w/o such an insidious posts like yours, i dont even know how i had missed them myself so far
Plus you dont need to announce your departure, this is not an airport. Instead of staying and contributing you talk positive negative mindsets and energy vampires, what the hill.
If this forum's purpose is to help resolve chronic illness exclusively via biochemical theorization and experimentation, then it's true that RWAC's mental/behavioral talk would be out of place; however, if this forum exists to help people recover by whatever means are available to them, then I think that this sort of mental/behavioral discussion is a valuable contribution. While RWAC's calling forum members "weak" isn't very helpful, there is still a lot of truth to the idea that becoming overly obsessed with symptoms, supplements, and theories can lead to unnecessary stress and isolation that's ultimately detrimental to one's health. Just take a look at propeciahelp and solvepfs, for chrissakes.
I know you said that you're doing better, but I've recently read several positive reviews of benfotiamine for POTS. Some people did well, also, on allithiamine (TTFD/fursultiamine). Could be something you'd like to consider.