Fighting….

[bruschi11]

I guess that’s the one thing I got going for myself since winter. Chromium became my focus then. My two htmas since then have showed radical mercury dropping. Like mercury went high in hair spring 2023 when I started going downhill bad. It’s been high since.

Now two htmas in a row we show mercury dropping a lot. Also fall 2020 when I recovered mercury dropped a lot. Spring 2022 when I recovered, mercury dropped a lot. 2020 was chromium approach. 2022 wasn’t. 2022 was some sort of luck between fixing b2 deficiency, zinc /calcium, pc IVs, electric convulsive therapy, ozone.

It’s very clear chromium is my key to both fmn/ fad. My hope is as magnesium drops, I can balance fmn/ fad and that’s what I think I truly need to get b6 active long term. Currently with high mag, fad is outweighing fmn.

 

[Yura]

@RebelWithACause I think mercury toxicity is little different than PFS. I had mercury issues as well from amalgams. It is fucking with your brain like crazy. You can't think clearly. It is brain fog on steroids. You are like half wake half dreaming. I remember I was with my soccer team on training camp. I remember standing in the middle of the soccer field looking around and wondering if it's morning or night. That mercury chelates iodine/selenium like crazy. You get stupid and crazy hypothyroid. Look at his photos with puffed eye lids.. I was exactly like him. THe only difference is that I got lucky I escaped to PC games and didn't ruin myself even more with trying to fix myself and I got lucky again that I escaped after video games to bodybuilding. Once I started taking supplements that had selenium, iodine, zinc etc.. in it and I was eating less gluten and was taking a lot of protein from whey protein, meat, eggs...I got better, but the major fuck up were steroids..

 

[bruschi11]

@RebelWithACause I think mercury toxicity is little different than PFS. I had mercury issues as well from amalgams. It is fucking with your brain like crazy. You can't think clearly. It is brain fog on steroids. You are like half wake half dreaming. I remember I was with my soccer team on training camp. I remember standing in the middle of the soccer field looking around and wondering if it's morning or night. That mercury chelates iodine/selenium like crazy. You get stupid and crazy hypothyroid. Look at his photos with puffed eye lids.. I was exactly like him. THe only difference is that I got lucky I escaped to PC games and didn't ruin myself even more with trying to fix myself and I got lucky again that I escaped after video games to bodybuilding. Once I started taking supplements that had selenium, iodine, zinc etc.. in it and I was eating less gluten and was taking a lot of protein from whey protein, meat, eggs...I got better, but the major fuck up were steroids..

The very worst I’ve ever felt in my life was when mercury went really high in Oligoscans to end 2024 and early 2025 it happened a couple times.

Like a combo of liver flush with coffee enema did it while taking zeolite. Osr cleaned things up pretty quickly .

 

[Yura]

what is Osr

 

[RebelWithACause]

@RebelWithACause I think mercury toxicity is little different than PFS. I had mercury issues as well from amalgams. It is fucking with your brain like crazy. You can't think clearly. It is brain fog on steroids. You are like half wake half dreaming. I remember I was with my soccer team on training camp. I remember standing in the middle of the soccer field looking around and wondering if it's morning or night. That mercury chelates iodine/selenium like crazy. You get stupid and crazy hypothyroid. Look at his photos with puffed eye lids.. I was exactly like him. THe only difference is that I got lucky I escaped to PC games and didn't ruin myself even more with trying to fix myself and I got lucky again that I escaped after video games to bodybuilding. Once I started taking supplements that had selenium, iodine, zinc etc.. in it and I was eating less gluten and was taking a lot of protein from whey protein, meat, eggs...I got better, but the major fuck up were steroids..

Yes but the crash I think is similar when glutathione and thyroid goes down. I also had high mercury. I think in general people who crash from finasteride and get PFS have mercury and other problems. At least they have a lot of glutathione problems. That's why others don't go into PFS and recover normally.

 

[Yura]

Well with that mercury it depends on exposure, intake of stuff that chelates mercury like selenium, iodine, zinc.. I had exposure and no antagonistic minerals. So I got toxic even without any other drugs.. I don't think that all people have issues with mercury if like I said there is hardly any exposure and have good diet.. Yeah PFS will make it worse, but they don't end up that bad.. So like already been said it depends how healthy you are before you took the drug..

 

[bruschi11]

Bad times. Did a lot of bad this week.

1) No more grapefruit juice drink I’ve been having with green juices. High Vit A in the grapefruit juice. Will move to coconut water.

2) no more caffeine. Coffee enemas. At all.

3) no more ocean swimming. I feel it’s hurting sulfur and causing boron toxicity to get worse. Hurting co2.

I don’t know what else to say right now as I am literally feeling like I’m just flat dying. Ive known a a long time I’m differently sick from the normal cfs type case. 3 years ago I was normal person sick. 2022. Like a bad illness with some times of decency.

I haven’t had a moment of decency since November of 2022. I can’t make this shit up.

2023 there were signs that decency could be near but nothing even remotely ok.

2024 death.

2025 beyond death

I feel bad for myself. It sounds pathetic. But being this rock bottom knowing your life is over is the worst thing in the fucking world.


I had really hard times with alcohol mid 20s. That was first signs of health spiraling. I really wonder if it was the chromium deficiency all the way back then.

I read a bit of dr Wilson today re: diabetes and it just seems chromium is needed both in brain and in pancreas and iron in pancreas may be the real issue so pancreas can’t retain chromium.

 

[Yura]

Are you doing regular blood test for thyroid, iron panel etc.?
Btw you think it can't get worse. Keep in mind that you have some biochemistry unbalance, but your body physically is still functioning and there. Now imagine someone who has fucked up biochemistry and also has damaged body like I don't know nerve damage and he can't move half of his body and/or has chronic insane pain. I think you would have to experience life like that to see that there are even much deeper bottoms where you never have been so far.. That's why I see positive even if you are getting worse. You are gaining new perspective.. I can't say you are not doing so bad obviously. I am not in your shoes. But I am saying that your range/level of suffering is probably not so bad as you think.. For sure not to the point where you should consider suicide and stuff like that.. I had shoulder inflammation this year. It was the worst pain basically I ever felt for like 4 days. You can't sleep. You can do anything. You are just crawling on the ground doing all kinds of face expression and just wish that someone would cut that arm off. Now that was amazing experience because after it was over. I realized that I think I should reevaluate my ratings on the level of my suffering that I experience heh..
Btw I like to reed Dr.Wilson stuff related to healt/diet/HTMA as well. A lot of good stuff that I agree with in like 99%..

 

[bruschi11]

Are you doing regular blood test for thyroid, iron panel etc.?
Btw you think it can't get worse. Keep in mind that you have some biochemistry unbalance, but your body physically is still functioning and there. Now imagine someone who has fucked up biochemistry and also has damaged body like I don't know nerve damage and he can't move half of his body and/or has chronic insane pain. I think you would have to experience life like that to see that there are even much deeper bottoms where you never have been so far.. That's why I see positive even if you are getting worse. You are gaining new perspective.. I can't say you are not doing so bad obviously. I am not in your shoes. But I am saying that your range/level of suffering is probably not so bad as you think.. For sure not to the point where you should consider suicide and stuff like that.. I had shoulder inflammation this year. It was the worst pain basically I ever felt for like 4 days. You

Yes people are on my case about oligoscan…. But my biggest things I care about are bloodwork values. T3 pth preg prog test. Cholesterols iron.

My ferritin has been between 40 and 60 for 3 years. The one time I had a short term recovery it more than doubled going up to 150.

I think I got copper up with dhea when that happened. But as I stopped the hormones I think chromium would crash and I’d go iron toxic.

 

[Yura]

Yeah I am not taking any hormones apart from that T4. Once also hormones are in play I think it is impossible to manage everything..

 

[bruschi11]

I literally keep dying.

I can’t hurt potassium and I keep killing it. I know it’s methylglyoxal accumulating and causing severe issues .

 

[Yura]

@bruschi11 how looks your blood pressure, blood sugar control? What is your calorie intake like. What you eat?

 

[bruschi11]

@bruschi11 how looks your blood pressure, blood sugar control? What is your calorie intake like. What you eat?

I would answer this and give you more in depth response. But I’m coming to conclusion the illness since the antibiotic in 2019 has always mainly been vitamin k2 deficiency .

K2 converts estradiol to estrone. Estrone sulfate retains chromium in the body making VDR work.

I had extreme reactions to k2 and things changing on oligoscan since I began it yesterday.

The antibiotics in 2019 killed off commensal E. coli. Gbold writes it here on this site. E. coli makes k2.

Bad k2 deficiency in my test results last month .

 

[Yura]

Yeah I was reading some reddit the other day of people having issues with stomach taking K2 and their thinking process was it feeds E.coli in the stomach.. Had no idea abut this connection.. I take it as well. mk7 mainly for reversing calcification of soft tissues. I got fucked mainly when I poisoned myself with chronically high vit A intake. That depleted K2 as well for sure..

 

[RebelWithACause]

K2 fucked me up bad lol. Not in a good way either. I think mostly extreme slow oxidizers can use all this stuff.

 

[Yura]

what symptoms you had from k2? I take K2 and vit E complex as well.. Will took the whole bottle and stop taking it for a while as I don't want to run into issues as with vit A lol

 

[zancek0]

What if you

I would answer this and give you more in depth response. But I’m coming to conclusion the illness since the antibiotic in 2019 has always mainly been vitamin k2 deficiency .

K2 converts estradiol to estrone. Estrone sulfate retains chromium in the body making VDR work.

I had extreme reactions to k2 and things changing on oligoscan since I began it yesterday.

The antibiotics in 2019 killed off commensal E. coli. Gbold writes it here on this site. E. coli makes k2.

Bad k2 deficiency in my test results last month

Hm, maybe you could try mutaflor

 

[bruschi11]

What if you

Hm, maybe you could try mutaflor

It worked to kill the Cyanobacteria infection in 2020 but couldn’t fix gut…. I fixed my gut with calcium afterward smh…

Which is what I’m trying to do now fix calcium absorption essentially. As I see ca absorption as the zinc finger and b6 activity.

K2 killed estrogen. So I put testo in went really bad copper went up and hurt me. So then I put 1 andro in and that seemed to help.

I think k2 + 4 andro is clear estrogen killer and raises estrone too much. So 1 andro might balance that off.

Estrogen raising hif1 seems to be biggest issue there. But if I go e2 deficient, I go badly copper deficient and chromium goes with it.

The key is fix chromium to run A metabolism and b2. To fix copper.

 

[RebelWithACause]

what symptoms you had from k2? I take K2 and vit E complex as well.. Will took the whole bottle and stop taking it for a while as I don't want to run into issues as with vit A lol

I think low calcium my bones started hurting. And high anxiety.

 

[Yura]

@bruschi11 "K2 killed estrogen" What? K2 lowers estrogen? SO I should stop taking it if I want higher estrogen-higher ceruloplasmin?
@RebeWithAcause but K2 should lower calcium in blood, but increase it in bones/teeth?