Fighting….

[bruschi11]

I noticed cobalt increase quite a bit this morning in Oligo only a couple hours after injection.

Also noticed the injection tonight being pretty potent. A b12 injection that is.

I’m doing2.5mg morning and night. And a bunch of oral lozenges b12 15-20mg each time like 2-3 times throughout the day.

But injection seems a lot stronger. I am working on getting the prescription high dose b12. Maybe inject 5mg 2x daily to start.

 

[bruschi11]

cobalt dropped in Oligo and back to severe neuro agony.

It was staying consistently up the last few days and chromium increased with it and iron copper really go with chromium.

I do believe the most important things are fixing cobalt and lowering fluoride. I do think a litttle lithium needs to go in with iodine here .

 

[bruschi11]

It’s still not back up the cobalt. But lithium raises phos sulfur and I think that’s a part of this now. I gotta get vanadium too. I think these are important.

Hair test from one year ago this month is what I want to emulate. But I have more to that now. I needed test and b12 with it. It was either test and b12. Or taking copper. I had no other option and copper was killing my liver.

Problem is…. It took me a whole year to figure this hormone therapy out with b12 and how high dose the b12 injection needs to be.

I need Jesus or Allah to come thru for me here.

 

[bruschi11]

It’s 3b-hsd that runs life itself cuz it opens up preg to prog and dht to 3b-diol.

Estrogen receptor agonist is 3b-diol.

So would lithium /b12 (raises nad the key to 3b-hsd) with dht and preg be the real way here?

 

[bruschi11]

Cobalt is a mineral and that’s where everyone is missing and freddd is right.

Low cobalt found in cns of als Parkinson’s Alzheimer’s. Now we know why.

Cobalt is they to vitamin A metabolism for copper iron metaboslim it really is.

 

[Admiral]

@bruschi11 Searching through some old posts; saw you used CDG. Did you crash on Calcium D-glucarate? There’s some noise on Reddit that it could be a helpful for PFS.

 

[bruschi11]

@bruschi11 Searching through some old posts; saw you used CDG. Did you crash on Calcium D-glucarate? There’s some noise on Reddit that it could be a helpful for PFS.

No I didn’t crash on it. Used in early pfs when I was recovering actually. I prob should try it again now that I’m on TRT we’ll see

 

[Admiral]

Yeah I ordered as well. Will keep you posted.

 

[bruschi11]

I had a big drop in iodine overnight. I think bh4 is starting to work from the b12 injections. On top of testo. Now I’m on a scheduled every 8 hour 2.5mg Meb12 injection.

Cobalt increasing in Oligoscans. I’m getting hungrier but worse with sugars. Need potassium bad. Fluoride took a huge increase . Think that says iodine too.

It really seems the struggle with b12/TRT/freddds approach is the need for iodine potassium mainly. Then a few other things I’ve expected .

 

[bruschi11]

It really seems the struggle with b12/TRT/freddds approach is the need for iodine potassium mainly. Then a few other things I’ve expected .

I guess we can really say iodine potassium = b2.

The last time I really felt normal-ish in 2023. Was certainly b2 + b12. Where I took tons of GRJ’s b12 over a few days then took b2z

Reality is iodine + potassium= b2. Yea we lead with cobalt. The mineral deficiemcy cobalt. But the electrolytes and thyroid have to be present . Testo and e2 help that for thyroid by Turning bh4 on. But cobalt makes that possible for ERb.

But iodine and potassium are the most important cofactors for thyroid so needed here

 

[bruschi11]

lol I say the above and 25mcg of iodine just throws me into diabetes.

But…. Oligo showed low low potassium when I did it. The smarter move today. With both low potassium and low iodine. I guess would be not to take iodine.

 

[bruschi11]

Methyl b12—-> adob12 via atp.

Low potassium situation. Like today. You feed iodine wit low atp. You kill ado b12 the key to coa / gtp etc m.

 

[bruschi11]

Yea I literally took 125mcg of iodine this morning when I meant to take 12.5mcg.

It’s crazy how it doesn’t hit you until later in the day I just totally folded.

It’s very clear that if I push iodine lithium too hard I just kill cobalt and that truly is the severe neurodegenerative disease as low cobalt in CNS is the freaking disease at it’s core.

Again it’s nad for both progesterone and 3b-diol. These need nad . B12/lithium raise that nad .

I think b12 injections + microdose lithium/ iodine are what I kind of need first and foremost on top of the TRT. But I just keep burning cobalt and im only on moderate dose injections 7.5mg daily.

I do want to try 20mg daily. Fredd used 30mg daily.

 

[bruschi11]

I’m looking at hormone map and 3b-hsd is the enzyme that b12/lithium upregulates. And honestly I see dhea/ dht/ and epiandro depletion from it. All things that act as precursors to 3b-diol. Needed for estrogen reception.

This is absolutely why it was always dhea that helped me after taking b12 in years past.

But then what happens when b12 dies? Dhea became harmful.

Smh everything keeps adding up more and more and more.

 

[bruschi11]

Took hcg today too…. Upregulates 3b-hsd. Which is being upregulated too hard already.

This is why freddd needed preg (100mg daily he used) and dhea (25 I think he used). 3b-hsd depletes both.

Same with dht and epiandro. It uses up both.

I think I’m gonna really have to use all 4 of these hormones coming up. Start with preg dhea.

 

[bruschi11]

every informational advancement I make I just dread over. I just want to cry as I just feel the neurodegenerative disease I’ve developed the last 3 years has just become insurmountable.

That no matter what I do. It is physically impossible for me to heal. Because of time. Because of science. That impossible is real. That too late actually did happen.

And deep down I truly believe I’m focusing on the most important areas regarding neurodegenerative/ autism type diseases . I’m so confident in myself and who I am deep down. But I know what happened the last half decade that left me REALLY bad for 27 months now. It really may be insurmountable no matter how much knowledge I can spit.

I’m so angry. So fuckign pissed off. The social media era. Seeing all my friends live their lives. Guys and girls. Without me. I’m just gone. Nobody checks in on me or seems to even want to know how I’m doing. Many think I’m crazy and lost it.

Reality is I developed a neurodegenerative disease and I am not trying to get help from doctors. And my parents tell people that. So everyone basically turns on me. “He’s not listening to his doctor.”

It’s the fucking saddest thing .

 

[bruschi11]

I didn’t mention or maybe I did. That I took 125mcg of iodine this morning when I meant to take 12.5mcg. The day after 75mcg really messed me up. So tonight even worse really than ever.

Trying to use that UConn game as fuel. Remembering when the Pats came back from 28-3 while I was on deaths door with severe pfs/ lyme in ‘17. To seeing the person I became only 8-9 months later.

I was comeback story once. A true success. Impossible became possible to actual. It was lived .

It’s now 7-8 years later. It sucks. I fucked a girls life up who wanted to spend rest of her life with me. She had to settle for some dweeb after i failed her. My parents are fucked up my brother too from what happened to me. Literally not one person. NOT 1! In my life outside possibly an internet friend or 2. Has any type of faith or confidence in me.

I feel very alone. While I suffer. And it isn’t getting any easier the worse I get here .

 

[RebelWithACause]

I didn’t mention or maybe I did. That I took 125mcg of iodine this morning when I meant to take 12.5mcg. The day after 75mcg really messed me up. So tonight even worse really than ever.

Trying to use that UConn game as fuel. Remembering when the Pats came back from 28-3 while I was on deaths door with severe pfs/ lyme in ‘17. To seeing the person I became only 8-9 months later.

I was comeback story once. A true success. Impossible became possible to actual. It was lived .

It’s now 7-8 years later. It sucks. I fucked a girls life up who wanted to spend rest of her life with me. She had to settle for some dweeb after i failed her. My parents are fucked up my brother too from what happened to me. Literally not one person. NOT 1! In my life outside possibly an internet friend or 2. Has any type of faith or confidence in me.

I feel very alone. While I suffer. And it isn’t getting any easier the worse I get here .

Sucks bro. But yea same experience here except some differences of course. But what I learned is that you gotta do you. My family was also very attached to me and they had an idea of who I was in their head and once I started becoming sick they started getting scared and/or frustrated and didn't understand. They had little empathy and didn't understand. I even felt like they lashed out at me for it. I noticed it was all about them. Because how could you be like that if you someone is suffering.

Reminds me too of the guy on PropeciaHelp who got abused by his father once he got sick and his mother died. Some people become vicious when they smell weakness. Not everyone but this was a part of life I never knew about and it scared me quite honestly.

I think if you are a male you are seen as a sort of pillar to lean on and when that falls away a lot of people they just throw you away and look for others to help them or find stability on their own.

My parents still don't understand me now why I do what I do.

If your parents and brother are fucked up from what happened to you man that shows you that it's about how THEY feel about the situation. Because otherwise they would try to have some understanding. But maybe I expect too much.

I am not surprised though. I saw when I lost my health everyone in my life leave 1 by 1. The first to go was the girl I was talking to at the time. Then acquantances. Then best friends. Then parents. Until I was alone for 4-5 years. Then once my health was OK slowly some people started to hang around again. It's just the human dynamic and maybe even animal dynamic. I don't take it personal and I have learned to live more for me vs. conventional traditional ideas of roles within families and societies.

Anyways I do believe you bro. But while the process is going on there's always going to be doubt. Once you have the results then people will cross the border

 

[RebelWithACause]

BTW I also had moments of recovery of "feeling amazing" sometimes for months and then boom, back to shit. So this is not weird it happened. It sucks though that's for sure.

 

[ruprmurdoch]

Sucks bro. But yea same experience here except some differences of course. But what I learned is that you gotta do you. My family was also very attached to me and they had an idea of who I was in their head and once I started becoming sick they started getting scared and/or frustrated and didn't understand. They had little empathy and didn't understand. I even felt like they lashed out at me for it. I noticed it was all about them. Because how could you be like that if you someone is suffering.

Reminds me too of the guy on PropeciaHelp who got abused by his father once he got sick and his mother died. Some people become vicious when they smell weakness. Not everyone but this was a part of life I never knew about and it scared me quite honestly.

I think if you are a male you are seen as a sort of pillar to lean on and when that falls away a lot of people they just throw you away and look for others to help them or find stability on their own.

My parents still don't understand me now why I do what I do.

If your parents and brother are fucked up from what happened to you man that shows you that it's about how THEY feel about the situation. Because otherwise they would try to have some understanding. But maybe I expect too much.

I am not surprised though. I saw when I lost my health everyone in my life leave 1 by 1. The first to go was the girl I was talking to at the time. Then acquantances. Then best friends. Then parents. Until I was alone for 4-5 years. Then once my health was OK slowly some people started to hang around again. It's just the human dynamic and maybe even animal dynamic. I don't take it personal and I have learned to live more for me vs. conventional traditional ideas of roles within families and societies.

Anyways I do believe you bro. But while the process is going on there's always going to be doubt. Once you have the results then people will cross the border

literraly in every big chicken farm at least 90 % of male chickens are throwed to big grinder.