MNK's Log. PSSD Recov 12-18mo 10', PFS recov 11m-16mo 18’. —Studying/Work now. And hEDS.
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Take care of 1.
And 2. Soon both those.
3. Sue a fat nurse and a short fat ugly doc and a fat as fk doc
4. royal clg physns complnt all those fucks.
5. destroy 3-4 ppl that i hate (for good reasons, they're in the wrong, you'd hate em too)... so i guess 7 ppl.
6. extort a few of those ppl downtown.
7. peace and love. gn.
--you don't waste your good looks and 160+ iq and definite craziness doing gay normie work in a bs cntry like cda.
--poorer than sierra leone soon most cdns. 15min hellscape city soon. not mine, but edmonton etc.
==i mean ya no insane family, no... fking traumatic upbringing, exp, 3 NDE's and no autism/ADHD ya u could just
--like be a hcore corp lawyer but ya fk that.
--we all go thru tragedies in life, ethnicity, country, friendships, betrayal, whatever... and like, ya I mean...
--I turned most the bad into good.
--And fuel life like that. Amor Fati.
--and make sure not to betray my ideals in the eye of death. Memento Mori.
--And keep the 4 stoic virtues. Justice, Temperance, Courage, and Wisdom myb.
--it isn't thhe 1800s nor 1980s, not ev1 needs a "known job" i.e. you know like Hi Finance, Law, Medicine.
And 2. Soon both those.
3. Sue a fat nurse and a short fat ugly doc and a fat as fk doc
4. royal clg physns complnt all those fucks.
5. destroy 3-4 ppl that i hate (for good reasons, they're in the wrong, you'd hate em too)... so i guess 7 ppl.
6. extort a few of those ppl downtown.
7. peace and love. gn.
--you don't waste your good looks and 160+ iq and definite craziness doing gay normie work in a bs cntry like cda.
--poorer than sierra leone soon most cdns. 15min hellscape city soon. not mine, but edmonton etc.
==i mean ya no insane family, no... fking traumatic upbringing, exp, 3 NDE's and no autism/ADHD ya u could just
--like be a hcore corp lawyer but ya fk that.
--we all go thru tragedies in life, ethnicity, country, friendships, betrayal, whatever... and like, ya I mean...
--I turned most the bad into good.
--And fuel life like that. Amor Fati.
--and make sure not to betray my ideals in the eye of death. Memento Mori.
--And keep the 4 stoic virtues. Justice, Temperance, Courage, and Wisdom myb.
--it isn't thhe 1800s nor 1980s, not ev1 needs a "known job" i.e. you know like Hi Finance, Law, Medicine.
MNK99
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just a note pre notepad pre... idk ai/ agenda.
hard to plan... w audhd etc.
--whale shyt
--own trades
--reallocation soon
--paying off parent's mrtg soon can in cash well i mean wire or smthing...
--but ya imean ill do it when i have more... bc ya life is STUPIDLY costly in mjr cities in cda.
--so not wasting 30% 20% on a condo, their bills, and like comission this n that...
--instead... ya ill do it when btc is 200k or when i make an addnl 500k cad or so.
--but 200k there soon - mrtg.
--ai...
--creative.
--law.. this n that work. channel. mine and frd's.
-substack.
--and smthing else. faker than all this.. acting maybe but ya i mean
--if law ain't save world (lol how can lawyers save the world), and trading is cool/fking annoying as fk
--i mean all careers kinda suck rite. so choose best 2. writing/trding, acting / trading... law / trading...
--something like that. or whatever, just fking do dif things in dif seasons of life.
hard to plan... w audhd etc.
--whale shyt
--own trades
--reallocation soon
--paying off parent's mrtg soon can in cash well i mean wire or smthing...
--but ya imean ill do it when i have more... bc ya life is STUPIDLY costly in mjr cities in cda.
--so not wasting 30% 20% on a condo, their bills, and like comission this n that...
--instead... ya ill do it when btc is 200k or when i make an addnl 500k cad or so.
--but 200k there soon - mrtg.
--ai...
--creative.
--law.. this n that work. channel. mine and frd's.
-substack.
--and smthing else. faker than all this.. acting maybe but ya i mean
--if law ain't save world (lol how can lawyers save the world), and trading is cool/fking annoying as fk
--i mean all careers kinda suck rite. so choose best 2. writing/trding, acting / trading... law / trading...
--something like that. or whatever, just fking do dif things in dif seasons of life.
MNK99
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I will be thinner/leaner/and more glowing.
You cannot fat and crazy...
you need to be thin and crazy.
I am down 20lbs up 5lbs lean mass but ya for a long time.. sometimes down 25-26lbs, ill get there. just tryn be 192-194lbs. im 200lbs.
maybe if work and retards didn't drive me mental and like..fking so many others. like fk yo.
there's a lot of stuff to wrryabt. not just vanity.. and even that can drive u crazy toooo....
i think so much. it's horrible.....
i have to hide ev. so no1 can hurt me..bc i cabt trust anyone.
literally like whole buildinbg saw me cry... lots of chicks try and help me... i don't want anyone to hurt me.
mny.. disability. this and that. anxiety... dont wnat ppl to play w me.
explode at ppl sometimes, bc of cptsd.
anyways im getting therapy soon....... and some other stuff. i was jk abt meth obvsly but ya sure feritlty meds and like... anavar/primo. a yr 2 yrs later whatever. like one of em. another six mo or whatever myb just var and dht... over 2 yrs whatever.
and ya i mean.. shd be better than rad140. "the tren of sarms" i.e. dangerous for no reason.
better gains, safer. way better bloodwork w var or dht.
You cannot fat and crazy...
you need to be thin and crazy.
I am down 20lbs up 5lbs lean mass but ya for a long time.. sometimes down 25-26lbs, ill get there. just tryn be 192-194lbs. im 200lbs.
maybe if work and retards didn't drive me mental and like..fking so many others. like fk yo.
there's a lot of stuff to wrryabt. not just vanity.. and even that can drive u crazy toooo....
i think so much. it's horrible.....
i have to hide ev. so no1 can hurt me..bc i cabt trust anyone.
literally like whole buildinbg saw me cry... lots of chicks try and help me... i don't want anyone to hurt me.
mny.. disability. this and that. anxiety... dont wnat ppl to play w me.
explode at ppl sometimes, bc of cptsd.
anyways im getting therapy soon....... and some other stuff. i was jk abt meth obvsly but ya sure feritlty meds and like... anavar/primo. a yr 2 yrs later whatever. like one of em. another six mo or whatever myb just var and dht... over 2 yrs whatever.
and ya i mean.. shd be better than rad140. "the tren of sarms" i.e. dangerous for no reason.
better gains, safer. way better bloodwork w var or dht.
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i can't like live in the real world.
the prison... the globalists...
digital id's...
fking zionists wars everywhere...
work till 80.
cattle.
no thanks.
nor will i marry anyone not godly.
nor a whore.
i will pin my ears back
and get like 0.4lbs loose skin maybe .4-2lbs on chest. and ya get antiaging creams
be wells off... etc, and then like ya ill regrow my hair and ill be happy. near perfect. and i will bang more.
and fall in love etc.
ill live my life.
i will not die young.
the prison... the globalists...
digital id's...
fking zionists wars everywhere...
work till 80.
cattle.
no thanks.
nor will i marry anyone not godly.
nor a whore.
i will pin my ears back
and get like 0.4lbs loose skin maybe .4-2lbs on chest. and ya get antiaging creams
be wells off... etc, and then like ya ill regrow my hair and ill be happy. near perfect. and i will bang more.
and fall in love etc.
ill live my life.
i will not die young.