MNK's Log. PSSD Recov 12-18mo 10', PFS recov 11m-16mo 18’. —Studying/Work now. And hEDS.

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sidenote avd stupid things and i can make legit mny and did many x tho ya only at late 20s and beyond. recently too/.

prnt. later... connect- frd that thing (the gambler), w the yugoslvn mafia.
 

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Take care of 1.
And 2. Soon both those.
3. Sue a fat nurse and a short fat ugly doc and a fat as fk doc
4. royal clg physns complnt all those fucks.
5. destroy 3-4 ppl that i hate (for good reasons, they're in the wrong, you'd hate em too)... so i guess 7 ppl.
6. extort a few of those ppl downtown.
7. peace and love. gn.
--you don't waste your good looks and 160+ iq and definite craziness doing gay normie work in a bs cntry like cda.
--poorer than sierra leone soon most cdns. 15min hellscape city soon. not mine, but edmonton etc.
==i mean ya no insane family, no... fking traumatic upbringing, exp, 3 NDE's and no autism/ADHD ya u could just
--like be a hcore corp lawyer but ya fk that.
--we all go thru tragedies in life, ethnicity, country, friendships, betrayal, whatever... and like, ya I mean...
--I turned most the bad into good.
--And fuel life like that. Amor Fati.
--and make sure not to betray my ideals in the eye of death. Memento Mori.
--And keep the 4 stoic virtues. Justice, Temperance, Courage, and Wisdom myb.
--it isn't thhe 1800s nor 1980s, not ev1 needs a "known job" i.e. you know like Hi Finance, Law, Medicine.
 

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just a note pre notepad pre... idk ai/ agenda.

hard to plan... w audhd etc.

--whale shyt
--own trades
--reallocation soon
--paying off parent's mrtg soon can in cash well i mean wire or smthing...
--but ya imean ill do it when i have more... bc ya life is STUPIDLY costly in mjr cities in cda.
--so not wasting 30% 20% on a condo, their bills, and like comission this n that...
--instead... ya ill do it when btc is 200k or when i make an addnl 500k cad or so.

--but 200k there soon - mrtg.

--ai...
--creative.
--law.. this n that work. channel. mine and frd's.
-substack.
--and smthing else. faker than all this.. acting maybe but ya i mean
--if law ain't save world (lol how can lawyers save the world), and trading is cool/fking annoying as fk
--i mean all careers kinda suck rite. so choose best 2. writing/trding, acting / trading... law / trading...
--something like that. or whatever, just fking do dif things in dif seasons of life.
 

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I will be thinner/leaner/and more glowing.

You cannot fat and crazy...

you need to be thin and crazy.

I am down 20lbs up 5lbs lean mass but ya for a long time.. sometimes down 25-26lbs, ill get there. just tryn be 192-194lbs. im 200lbs.

maybe if work and retards didn't drive me mental and like..fking so many others. like fk yo.

there's a lot of stuff to wrryabt. not just vanity.. and even that can drive u crazy toooo....
i think so much. it's horrible.....

i have to hide ev. so no1 can hurt me..bc i cabt trust anyone.

literally like whole buildinbg saw me cry... lots of chicks try and help me... i don't want anyone to hurt me.
mny.. disability. this and that. anxiety... dont wnat ppl to play w me.

explode at ppl sometimes, bc of cptsd.

anyways im getting therapy soon....... and some other stuff. i was jk abt meth obvsly but ya sure feritlty meds and like... anavar/primo. a yr 2 yrs later whatever. like one of em. another six mo or whatever myb just var and dht... over 2 yrs whatever.

and ya i mean.. shd be better than rad140. "the tren of sarms" i.e. dangerous for no reason.
better gains, safer. way better bloodwork w var or dht.
 
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i can't like live in the real world.
the prison... the globalists...

digital id's...
fking zionists wars everywhere...

work till 80.

cattle.

no thanks.

nor will i marry anyone not godly.
nor a whore.

i will pin my ears back
and get like 0.4lbs loose skin maybe .4-2lbs on chest. and ya get antiaging creams
be wells off... etc, and then like ya ill regrow my hair and ill be happy. near perfect. and i will bang more.
and fall in love etc.

ill live my life.

i will not die young.
 

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this kid almost hit me w scooter and made threatening gestures ... this paki.
end covid lockdown 22. here. or 21 idk.

this faggot stole my 3000 or so dollar porsche designs tried to sell em. some other punk;

where they now? that's what i thought, bitch.

peace out.
lights out.
times out.
your lifes' out.
 

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Lyrics

Sky’s the Limit
Good evenin' ladies and gentlemen
How's everybody doin' tonite?
I'd like to welcome to the stage, the lyrically acclaimed, ha
I like this young man, because, when he came out
He came out wit the phrase, he went from ashy to classy
Haha, I like that
So everybody in the house, give a warm, round of applause for
The Notorious B.I.G. *clapping*
The Notorious B.I.G. ladies and gentlemen give it up for him ya'll
Uhhh

A nigga never been as broke as me, (I like that)
When I was young I had two pair of Lees, (besides that)
The pin stripes and the gray (uh-huh)
The one I wore on Mondays and Wednesdays
While niggas flirt, I'm sewing tigers on my shirt
And alligators
Ya wanna see the inside, huh, I see ya later
Here come the drama, oh, that's that nigga with the fake- blaow!
Why you punch me in my face? Stay in ya place
Play ya position, here come my intuition
Go in this nigga pocket
Rob him while his friends watchin'
And hoes clockin', here comes respect
His crew's your crew, or they might be next
Look at they man eye, BIG man they never try
So we roll with 'em, stole with 'em
I mean loyalty, niggaz bought me milks at lunch
The milks was chocolate, the cookies, buttercrunch
In gear - Oshkosh with blue and white dunks
Pass the blunt
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on

Just keep on pressin' on
Sky is the limit and you know that you can have
What you want, pressin what you want
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on
Just keep on pressin' on
Sky is the limit and you know that you can have
What you want, be what you want, have what you want, be what you want
(Notorious B.I.G.)
Uh-huh, I was ashamed, my crew was lame

I had enough heart for most of 'em
Long as I got stuff from most of 'em
It's on, even when I was wrong I got my point across
They depicted me the boss, of course
My orange box-cutter make the world go round
Plus I'm fuckin', bitches ain't my homegirls now
Start stackin, dabbled in crack, gun packin'
Nickname Medina, make the seniors tote my ninas
From gym class, to Englass, pass off a global
The only nigga wit a mobile, Can't You See like Total
Gettin larger in waist and taste
Ain't no tellin where this felon is headin, just in case
Keep a shell at the tip of ya melon, clear the space
Ya brain was a terrible thing ta waste
Eighty-eight long gates, snatch initial name plates
Smokin spliffs with niggaz, real life beginner killers
Prayin God forgive us for being sinners, help us out
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on
Just keep on pressin' on

Sky is the limit and you know that you can have
What you want, pressin' what you want
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on
Just keep on pressin on
Sky is the limit and you know that you can have
What you want, be what you want, have what you want, be what you want
(Notorious B.I.G.)
After realizin, to master enterprisin'
I ain't have ta be in school by ten, I was in

Began to encounter, with my counter-parts
On how ta burn the block apart, break it down into sections
Drugs by the selection
Some use pipes, others use in-jec-tions
Syringe sold seperately, Frank the deputy
Quick to grab my Smith-n-Wesson, like my dick was missin'
To protect my position, my corner, my layer
While we out here, say the hustlas prayer
If the game shakes me or breaks me
I hope it makes me a better man
Take a better stand
Put money in my moms hand
Get my daughter this college plan, so she don't need no man
Stay far from timid
Only make moves when ya heart's in it
And live the phrase Sky's The Limit
Motherfucker... see you chumps on top
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on
Just keep on pressin' on
Sky is the limit and you know that you can have

What you want, be what you want
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on
Just keep on pressin' on
Sky is the limit and you know that you can have
What you want, pressin' what you want
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on
Just keep on pressin' on
Sky is the limit and you know that you can have
What you want, be what you want
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on
Just keep on pressin' on
Sky is the limit and you know that you can have
What you want, be what you want
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on
Just keep on pressin' on
Sky is the limit and you know that you can have
What you want, be what you want...

Biggie Smalls, Nigga.
Sky's the Limit.
 

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