Tell you what, if you want to fiddle with the latter idea I'll run the "big hit" idea for 10 days. I didn't really feel DRAMATICALLY better on the RU, but maybe a little bit. Then again it was only a short short run. This'll be double the length and 50% stronger dose too.
I'm tempted to start Monday even, before the bloods come back, but I'd probably just better wait for the results and see.
@Helen do you have any thoughts on the upcoming?
how is your cortisol high if you posted it as low
estrogen is lower than the middle of the range.
Why does RU cause oily skin? Mine is getting worse as time goes on.Hello all,
Very little to report really. Although mentally a lot better. When you improve much you realise just how far it was you 'slipped' from the old you! I could live happily this way, but the more that comes back the more I realise I'd lost...
Bloods taken Friday, now we wait...
In terms of symptoms, everything (all of it) has gotten somewhat better. Some things more than others (and some things barely anything) so here we go:
Sexually - this has improved the least but has improved a bit. Orgasms still don't crash me but I have a few days "on" masturbation and a few days "off" it. Erections a tiny bit better, libido a tiny bit increased (walked around the town centre deliberately staring at anyone fit on Saturday, and could talk myself into a radiply-fading semi on occasion.)
Sour headache - SMASHED this; reduced from all-consuming degree of permanent howling to an occasional flicker. I am so seriously happy that's taken a beating.
Sleep - this is now not SUPER brilliant, but I can reliably sleep 6+ hours/night on weekdays and 10+ hours Friday/Saturday. I dream, and it's refreshing, but it's not *quite* what sleep used to be. This was GREAT at the start/just having come off but now falling back a little.
Gym - much better. Get pumps and body works and feels like it did pre-fin.
Skin - became oily, then became oily and insensitive like penis skin had become, that then got better, now a little insensitive only on the nose and forehead. Weird.
So, VERY VERY excited to resume this! I spent a large amount of the weekend putting mifepristone powder into little capsules, felt like Scarface sitting in the kitchen with my little scales. Have enough to run 1g/day for 11 days, which I just might do once results are in.
In the mean time, waiting on bloods and taking Gillian Hamer's supps and Ocguy's gut drink.
But I'm DESPERATE to just run the 11 days now!
Thanks all, keep on going.
Got into work to a email today, my bloods got damaged in the post. Irritating as I'd been very much looking forward to running the 1g/day for 10 days asap.
New kits on the way and new appointment for Monday 22nd. Results then should be with us early August now. FFS.
Some benefits honestly are continuing to slide back a bit. Sleep is now as bad as ever, sexually not up to a whole lot.
On the positives, mood though has improved and skin has also improved. Feeling of "world placement and ambience" is back a little bit.
Bit tired and frustrated and grumpy and sick of PFS at the moment.
Your labs got damages? did you mail a blood sample through the mail?
I am wondering if an 800MG cycle did not have any long lasting positive effects is it safe to assume that a 1000mg cycle wont either? in other words I am wondering if you are better off trying a lower dose but longer cycle.
The supplier I went through emailed me and told me that they cant send me 15g because they only have 13 left. Of course I am not complaining about 13g of RU for $90 haha...
anyway mine is on it's way and I am currently tracking it. It has not left China yet but it looks like it's at customs now. Keeping fingers crossed
I am leaning towards a lower dose cycle simple because for me 50mg for three days only almost worked. So I am going to try to figure out what to take with it to make it work again
It was created by the French pharmaceutical company Roussel-Uclaf, hence the RU. From Wikipedia:What does RU stand for?
In April 1980, as part of a formal research project at the French pharmaceutical company Roussel-Uclaf for the development of glucocorticoid receptor antagonists, chemist Georges Teutsch synthesized mifepristone (RU-38486, the 38,486th compound synthesized by Roussel-Uclaf from 1949 to 1980; shortened to RU-486), which was discovered to also be a progesterone receptor antagonist.
Yep, post them off to the lab and results should be two weeks following. Oh well...
I'm not sure, I'm feeling a bit like either hit it with a bigger hammer, so to speadk, or try something new. On the 'new' front I might just be able to get hold of 2g Ella (powder) for $140. THAT we've not done a solid, high-dose run of, and that might be beneficial to try too. Either way, got about 3+ weeks to decide.
@Helen @Boris - what would you reckon on trying, say, 50mg Ella/day for 7 days? Worth a try? Once our "post-bloods" are in here of course. Those can then act as "pre-bloods" for %trial% and I'll take "on-cycle" bloods too if we go with the Ella.
Any thoughts?
Ahhhhhhh man I miss those. Leaving the gym after leg day feeling like you could tear down the world. Love to feel that again.
Ahhhhhhh man I miss those. Leaving the gym after leg day feeling like you could tear down the world. Love to feel that again.
Hi there! I'm ok thanks, but I think to be honest this hasn't done the trick and I'm sliding back to how I was. Sleep was the first thing to go back to shit and the rest is following.
However, I have a little more energy and my joints don't hurt or click like they did, which is good.
Post-cycle bloods were damaged in the post, refunded, and took the replacement ones today. Should be two weeks and we'll have them in.
For the caps I got something called "Pharmaceutical Grade Empty Vegetarian (Pullulan) Clear Capsules" - filled a few up on little jeweller's scales to 200mg and then got practiced enough to get them within a few mg each time. Took an afternoon though.
Maybe try ella this time around? Still curious to see DHT levels but it may be too late at this point since it has been so long