i denied health care most that time (too complicated, too much of a pain in the ass to try and explain. Plus I could no longer trust them).
IT significantly DID help at times. However, lets say if I was 15 and this chapter ended at 25. It helped, at 17-21 of that time.
-that was one drug, and a few medical notes. that's it. i guess some therapy. but... mostly an annoyance and at other times, a huge detriment. one or two or 20 good things, weighed against near death exps, doesn't seem to balance to my view.
--CONSTANTLY told I don't have issues, that I did, and then solved. Some with money alone.
that's all.
cocaine addiction.
pssd.
pfs.
obesity. alcoholism. death threats. blackouts. memory loss. school totally fucking me over (legal and medical logically argued petitions/appeals), etc, etc. was mostly me.
--endocrinologist, family doctor did nothing.
-worse things than those too.
-trust me, i have a significant amount of physicians in my family.
-dude medical system caused most those.
inability to get correct diagnosis ---> self treatment = cocaine. alcohol.
-- pssd, misdiagnosis, effexor. - the things that i said were worse, happened ON and due to effexor.
--PFS? --> medical system.
--graduating late, despite having above the necessary requisite level of intelligence? that's clearly the school and medical system.
I have probably 2000 pages of evidence against york university in toronto, signed by like 40 professors and M.D.'s. --I won those. They thought I was correct.
--- incidentally those arguments were constructed far more strategically and more coherently than here (because it was for school/career).
-blackouts? effexor. alcoholism? mania triggered by effexor. Sure, some BAD traits anyways. However, things were multiplied by like 100 for those formative years, while my brain was still developing. I'm over all of this anyways, but sometimes it comes into play still.
-no healthcare: i went from what 40 to 8 percent bodyfat. 30% efficient to 90+ at times.
-I mean if you mean, learning how to read and write, then sure school's partially responsible for that.
-Some of it , even a lot potentially was HELPFUL. like "democracy", education, etc to an extent.
-I'm in Canada.
-Not blaming. I fought and beat practically everything thrown at me, and will continue to do so.
--im actually not completely anti-medicine. NOR anarchistic. cynical, definitely. yeah it's not all bad. pretty good mostly, but a lot of the above was pretty harsh. some of it could have been the end, easily.
-if you mean such social institutions helped socialize me, then yeah obviously. I never said they were 100% useless and detrimental, 100% of the time, for 100% of humanity. FOR CERTAIN types of people that I will not deliniate explicitly here, they can be quite harmful. It is a part of life though.
-Even then, it is still unconscionable to be diagnosed correctly 7 and 9 years or so, after the initial incorrect diagnosis (with treatments that are directly contraindicated in the actual conditions present). They only treated things correctly, after I informed them, by the way... and after rebuilding my life - now twice. This was super hard to deal with and felt like hell 18-20mo ago. I stuck it through tho. Hackstasis helped more recently obviously. And a lot of other stuff was reading, online also, and trial and error. Lots of painful lessons.
Also I learned to Read at home. And math, I was taught with an abacus. So not sure what you're talking about.
