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I’m 23 days into these peps and only down 9 lbs.
But reality is weeks 1-3 all had massive fuckeries.
Week 1: reta without carnitine bad bad news.
Week 2: no Reta, just tirz. And treating through low carb low calorie just killed co2 I died for days.
Week 3: once I started stabling on .5 reta. I give 1.0 reta by accident the next day. I go crazy for a couple days. Give tirz and things start calming down . But then I don’t put Reta back in. And the low carb low Calorie tirz thing happens again. I crash co2 and die again.
Reta is the drug for me as it promotes co2. Tirz can be helper. I’m still not 100% sure I’m gonna give Tirz. But plan right now is to give 1mg tomorrow.
Could totally see a .3mg reta EOD approach. As well.
The goal right now is stabilize electrolytes to promote atp . I do think atp is the key to weight loss .
The other day I did successful sea water foot bath and I weighed myself an hour later and I lost 1.5 lbs . That’s chloride in the cell
But reality is weeks 1-3 all had massive fuckeries.
Week 1: reta without carnitine bad bad news.
Week 2: no Reta, just tirz. And treating through low carb low calorie just killed co2 I died for days.
Week 3: once I started stabling on .5 reta. I give 1.0 reta by accident the next day. I go crazy for a couple days. Give tirz and things start calming down . But then I don’t put Reta back in. And the low carb low Calorie tirz thing happens again. I crash co2 and die again.
Reta is the drug for me as it promotes co2. Tirz can be helper. I’m still not 100% sure I’m gonna give Tirz. But plan right now is to give 1mg tomorrow.
Could totally see a .3mg reta EOD approach. As well.
The goal right now is stabilize electrolytes to promote atp . I do think atp is the key to weight loss .
The other day I did successful sea water foot bath and I weighed myself an hour later and I lost 1.5 lbs . That’s chloride in the cell
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Yea basically atp raising (potassium raising in scans and I really felt atp with morning) killed co2. Iron and copper came up and destroyed me.
Reta went back in. Helping.
This is scary.
I just think I gotta run everything around Reta.
I’m in a clear weight loss plateau as well but I’m bed ridden .
Reta went back in. Helping.
This is scary.
I just think I gotta run everything around Reta.
I’m in a clear weight loss plateau as well but I’m bed ridden .
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It was basically fasting yesterday till a late lunch followed by tirzepatide this morning that caused this horridness.
You’d think on paper that’s what would be best for a person. Iron and copper dumping from atp/ potassium in the cell.
But it’s not. Gbold was wrong.
Cuz co2 is step 1 to nmda. Co2 is step 1 to b12. Co2 is step 1 to a lot.
My friend who ended his life last year liked co2. He had a machine to inhale it.
I don’t think that’s what we want.
The power of the terrain can make it.
Am I destroying myself and receptors with Reta? Does it matter? Does getting to co2 the only thing that matters?
I mean it’s not. Cuz I healed with out co2 but it wasn’t great. I healed with iron and copper dumping. With atp. Chromium based plan in 2020. Choline/atp based plan in early 2022. Dhea/b12 plan in late 2022. All iron dumping plans.
But the nicest I felt in those time periods were vitamin E, b5 b2 (when it worked) Co2 things brought me to normality clearly looking back. B12 had co2 effects at times and heck so did hormones. Because of the ERb affects on that carnitine enzyme which promotes glucagon.
reality is too late is a reality. It might be certainty. But what else can I do? End my life after all this work. Or just try.
Fuck everything tho. Why did this have to happen to me. Soooo many people mess around with supplements. And honestly I don’t think it was the supps. I had Lyme we found it treated it I got a lot better health then it came back and an antibiotic ended me.
Is that’s all it was? Is that where I end?
You’d think on paper that’s what would be best for a person. Iron and copper dumping from atp/ potassium in the cell.
But it’s not. Gbold was wrong.
Cuz co2 is step 1 to nmda. Co2 is step 1 to b12. Co2 is step 1 to a lot.
My friend who ended his life last year liked co2. He had a machine to inhale it.
I don’t think that’s what we want.
The power of the terrain can make it.
Am I destroying myself and receptors with Reta? Does it matter? Does getting to co2 the only thing that matters?
I mean it’s not. Cuz I healed with out co2 but it wasn’t great. I healed with iron and copper dumping. With atp. Chromium based plan in 2020. Choline/atp based plan in early 2022. Dhea/b12 plan in late 2022. All iron dumping plans.
But the nicest I felt in those time periods were vitamin E, b5 b2 (when it worked) Co2 things brought me to normality clearly looking back. B12 had co2 effects at times and heck so did hormones. Because of the ERb affects on that carnitine enzyme which promotes glucagon.
reality is too late is a reality. It might be certainty. But what else can I do? End my life after all this work. Or just try.
Fuck everything tho. Why did this have to happen to me. Soooo many people mess around with supplements. And honestly I don’t think it was the supps. I had Lyme we found it treated it I got a lot better health then it came back and an antibiotic ended me.
Is that’s all it was? Is that where I end?
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Through my htmas I’m basically showing all my co2 based plans were unsuccessful until I did a co2 based plan in mid 2024 that I was taking carnitine with.
The carnitine allows the co2 based plan to happen.
So have to keep eyes on biotin —>lysine —-> carnitine. As I’ve been saying. With Reta.
I’m so fucked up.
The carnitine allows the co2 based plan to happen.
So have to keep eyes on biotin —>lysine —-> carnitine. As I’ve been saying. With Reta.
I’m so fucked up.
@bruschi11 I will say it again. You need break from all of this. No thinking, testing. Just following some basic electrolyte protocol/diet and just existing. Be in the moment with your dog, outside relaxing etc.. I am 100% sure that if you were able to shift your focus on something less stressful for some time. Where you are not in your head all the time. You will get better for sure..
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This was possible with cfs.
This isn’t cfs.
This is neurodegenerative disease that I basically lost the battle with a long time ago.
I’m just following what would’ve made sense . I mean the weight loss and insulin stuff co2. They all had to happen years ago.
I’m giving Retatrutide a chance this week. No more other drugs at all. It’s worth trying although it’s likely way too late
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Yura is right. Also to me it seems you look at every system very detailed which is comendable. And the thought if you know everything to the core of the body it should all work. And to an extent it does but you are also working with a biological machine with processes going on so you can't 100% know stuff. Helen also did this but you take it further. I think even Helen kind of knew sometimes you just got to try something and there was not much detail around it. You just try it out and if it works it works. You seem to be more focussed on the details but results shouldn't be ignored. If you are in the same position as last year or worse then your approach is not working and I would just go back to the basics and start over from there and slowly add stuff again.
Not trying to push you down because I know how hard it is and also it is good you try to understand the processes. You know more than me. Just giving my 2c. I always been more about the results and not about the intricate details and I made good progress over the years to get my health back. Do I know why everything works? Hell no... I assume a lot of stuff without basis in theory but the results have been good anyways. I guess because my brain didn't work in PFS properly I just did stuff on instinct and never let that go.
If you have brain damage then even electrolyte protocol type stuff could help. Anyways good luck dude I hope you get in a better place ASAP. And it is possible for sure.
Not trying to push you down because I know how hard it is and also it is good you try to understand the processes. You know more than me. Just giving my 2c. I always been more about the results and not about the intricate details and I made good progress over the years to get my health back. Do I know why everything works? Hell no... I assume a lot of stuff without basis in theory but the results have been good anyways. I guess because my brain didn't work in PFS properly I just did stuff on instinct and never let that go.
If you have brain damage then even electrolyte protocol type stuff could help. Anyways good luck dude I hope you get in a better place ASAP. And it is possible for sure.