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@RebelWithACause "Same for me I was very scared people around me would leave me behind. Then it happened in PFS people left me behind nobody contacted me and I was alone. Ironically this made me move through the fear of being alone and I actually prefer it now. It's very nice to not have people...

@RebelWithACause my family is insane. I had one of the biggest adrenaline dump ever this morning over so stupid stuff... and in work I was lifting heavy stuff and I got crazy shaky, started to sweat, had zero power in my muscles and my throat started hurting and I started coughing.. It is so...

@RebelWithACause Today I was here in new shitty Russian supermarket they had post on facebook that they hire people. They hired me and I staid there and worked 7 hours lol. Somewhat "ok" money like 1300 euro for 160 hours. But don't think I will last long there lol.. At least it is just morning...

@RebelWithACause I think I had adrenals in much worse shape before, but my body in general was not that fucked up and aged.. That is the thing.. Now I think my body is in stress mode from the fact how hard it is to keep this body alive at this point.. It is just so many factors against me..

@RebelWithACause Nothing basically. It just reality is setting in more and more... Too much stress. Can't catch a break..

@RebelWithACause Yeah I am lucky that I am not from third world country, but it is far from social system in Western/Northern Europe.. Because I work mostly some part time jobs. My pension money would be so low that I couldn't survive anyways. So for sure I don't give a fuck about that. If would...

I understand all this and I have this mindset. If I didn't I would be dead at least a decade by now. I would kill myself already with a mindset of average person without any better perspective. Btw I just have some crazy infection on my feet finger. Probably from some hangnail some bacteria...

I mean doctors often blame all kinds of stuff on bad genetics, but unfortunately it is more and more true. That people simply have more and more fucked up genetics because they parents were fucked up. So you can't do anything to fix that genetic waste child.. In nature fucked up animals die...

@bruschi11 I just answered to my log. I understand that. I just use that term kallmann syndrome because people with this issue have no sense of smell because there was issue with proper development of that stuff needed for smell. So people like that like me will never ever have sense of smell...

Omg I can't copy here stuff from chatGPT don't know why. You don't have to have all the symptoms that re related to Kallmann to have kallmann. Anyway I don't care about labels and "names of disease" I think it is stupid. I don't have micro penis, but my puberty was close to none even in my...

@RebelWithACause yes I know what you mean. It is big difference if you are horny, because you are healthy and balanced and your body is relaxed and has excess of energy to waste for sexual stuff and to be horny because you are forcing the body to be horny basically.. Like when I was masturbating...

@bruschi11 you are not that bad if you worry about libido heh. I do "NOFAP" effortlessly for good amount of time now lol.. Do you watch porn and masturabe? I am sub5 genetic waste so for me zero libido is perfect. There is nothing worse than when you have crazy libido as ugly guy and you start...

@bruschi11 dude goggle what is Kallmann syndrome. I will never have sense of smell. I don't have tools for that. They never developed.

No dude you don't understand. Lack of smell from birth(when someone describes some smell I have no idea what he is talking about I never had sense of smell and I was hiding this subconsciously from anyone because I know kids, people would use it against me to bully me even more etc.. Not even my...

@bruschi11 I have no sense of smell from birth. I should be one crying here it is over that it actually never even started for me lol..

@manu So Wilson who was working at least 2 decades with Eck doesn't understand the process of nutritional balancing who does? I am not saying he understand biochemistry and the specifics of HTMA well as Eck did. I am talking about the program as a whole. From what I heard from him he understand...

@manu I was talking about Wilson talking about the whole program not HTMA itself. He understands the whole process pretty good. Don't be silly.. The point is you can't transform your body and reach your full potential just with pills. That's why nobody is doing nutritional balancing and HTMA...

@manu "Regarding diet: I don't really follow what ARL recommends. I don't have a lot of time to prepare food. I follow my day and try to listen to my body." Nutritional balancing is not just about taking pills. It is about be able to change your life style. So you are not going against your...

@bruschi11 yeah Selig is hardcore lol. His approach is also not ideal. I heard that people on his program often can function normally. I am surprised that he didn't kill anyone or at least I didn't heard about it.. But I think he has really good knowledge. Other nutritional balancing...

@bruschi11 Is there a way to figure out if your neuro issues are from B12 deficiency? Finding some expert in this field that can give you some data apart from you testing with oligoscan? Also I would do consultation with Selig which I think is the best practitioner that is using HTMA Back to...