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[bruschi11]

kinda think Amylin control via Elora allows vanadium to turn on / be retained . Which just puts even more demand on chromium. BUT it makes chromium work. Cr w/o V does nothing.

It was 3 minerals in 2020 when I healed. Lithium chromium vanadium that made big differences. I did ocean water and mag too.

There were vitamins like folate vit a and e eventually b5. But for minerals there was a big 3 I used . It was mostly chromium. But lithium EOD low dose. Vanadium was step one then E3D or so normal dose. Lithium was too strong eventually and I liked that 1-2mg dose of it.

I think I gotta lose this weight badly. And calm down with the iodine specifically. Start with a lower dose there. Just like I just did with the lithium.

That last htma wasn’t great. It had some good things going but the sodium being dead is a real issue. The dead zinc. The low calcium.

Ca and zinc have saved my life at times. We gotta get into a metabolism where they get to the brain.

I started Reta and elora again today. God help me.

 

[bruschi11]

Yea insulin takes down V too

 

[balance seeker]

I’m gonna put you silent. Or ignore.

My life ended up in this position cuz I spent years doing that bullshit while not focusing on the things that actually matter.

Since you are focusing one the things that actually matter you ended up here. ;-)

 

[balance seeker]

Women need a normal metabolism to create a child. Otherwise they would all have miscarriages all the time with undergrown children/fetuses.

So they have a lot more protective mechanisms plus lack high amounts of androgens. This is also why finasteride and stuff probably makes you live longer as a man if you are unhealthy, it takes away the androgenic load and you will be more like a woman biochemically. Puts less pressure on the body.

Just testosterone which is often low free testosterone in finasteride users as well has low androgenic load and influence on the body. DHT also lowers potassium, etc. So sick men have a lot more health issues often unless the woman is older and she loses some of those protective mechanisms and she gets similar problems to men. In a way nature doesn't care as much about men's health. It only cares about what men can do e.g. protect, fight, kill, hunt, build. Even if it kills the man itself.

I think DHT is more important than people think in this case as well.

When I was really sick way before finasteride I felt fine because of DHT but I had a ton of problems. DHT just numbed a lot of the problems. I could still do crazy stuff. Then I took this away with finasteride and boom the underlying health issues came to surface. I could not lean on the DHT anymore. But in other ways I felt more balanced and healthy more like a woman in the sense I was more focussed on socialising, being part of groups, networking, community thinking, etc.

Then once DHT kicked in again boom I was back to that old way. But it also put a lot more pressure on my body. I noticed once DHT worked again all my old problems came back but I did feel better mentally than when I Was on finasteride and in PFS. DHT kind of numbs the problems mentally. In a good way.

Just some thoughts/rambles.

Definition of Selfish: is an adjective that describes someone who cares only about themselves and ignores the needs, wishes, or feelings of other people.

Thus, breeding is by definition selfish and evil (premeditated murder, don't believe me ? Visit a cemetery. ;-) ).

Unprotected sex = supporting slavery, suffering, misery, physical/mental degeneration and as a bonus: DEATH.

Thank a breeder today for your: slavery, suffering, misery, physical/mental degeneration and DEATH as a bonus...

...and literally every problem of any kind/ type you have right now and in the future...

... like being a victim of: lookism/ sexism/ racism/ poverty/ low iq/ war/ bullying/ discrimination of any kind-type/ gaslighting/ injustice/ homelessness etc.etc.

 

[balance seeker]

Isn't it ironic that the problems (aka the breeders) forcing more problems and problem creators into existence via breeding for no beneficial reason for the forced into existence complain about words such as the 'government', 'politicians', 'state', 'police', 'national guard' etc. ?

If you bred and you want to find the root cause for the things you complain about then look into the mirror and you will find instantly the root cause of the probems you complain about. ;-)

 

[bruschi11]

i’ve put that balance seeker guy on ignore.

And I ask anyone in this thread to not respond to him.

There’s just no reason to have a pathetic thing like that in the room.

@RebelWithACause dont give him the time of day please lol

 

[bruschi11]

kinda think Amylin control via Elora allows vanadium to turn on / be retained .

I found 1 study in 2014 that definitely points towards that. In my mind it’s fact with the results of that study it was convincing enough.

Amylin taking down vanadium really could simply be type 2 diabetes .

 

[bruschi11]

I think the h202 excess produced in excess hif1/ERb hydrogen producing metabolism. This is where Ray peat says estrogen is bad.

Can really pressure the fuck out of VHL/ ERa based metabolism. Which ray peat didn’t understand is good and needed to produce co2/ make b5/ iodine utilization work for t4.

And catalase and GSH really die. Without the ERa/ VHL covering for overactive ERb.

And this is what happened in late 2022 as I died for good from dhea. Dhea was great at first cuz I need ERb working as shown by the low cr.

But ERa ended up dying as I showed huge drop in vanadium when I crashed that winter .

ERa and ERb are a team. Best friends. “If one goes down we go down together, best friends means best friends means!”… god the late 2000s punk rock theme is all over me this late summer/ fall.

 

[bruschi11]

ERb basically makes copper and iron available.

ERa basicallly makes them beneficial. Puts iron and copper to use for making hormones and activating b6.

 

[bruschi11]

B6 supplementation is needed. Just is what it is. And pathetic I haven’t used it at all for 18 months really.

I think it’s really b5 makes b6 active and vice versa. Testo gets b5 working mainly. Then you kinda gotta manipulate b6 activity with methylation. And give b6 as it happens.

Forgetting the give the b6 part… for YEARS. Likely cost me my life. It’s very sad.

Vanaidum is just the big b2–>fmn —> active b6 piece. It seems lithium for magnesium usage is next and helps retain vanadium.

I’m feeding vanadium and now 4 days off Elora. 7 days off Reta. Staying off Reta. Might try Elora soon. But gonnna try to get off then and get methylation together and some blood testing soon.

I’m clearly developing some sort of dementia but taking it like a good sport to be honest. I’m just working now in a quiet area one small city surrounded by pretty rural beachy areas . It’s awesome being alive in the future. Driving a really cool car something from the new world it feels like.

I’m appreciative of the life I’ve lived and experiencing being a human. And seeing things from a deep perspective beyond anyone could imagine with my battle and research.

I’m mad I didn’t get a real chance in 2023. I started going down , caught it. Had minor setbacks for a couple months and boom I’m in a psyche ward and getting my brain zapped to shreds and by the year 2024 I was a complete shell in a Parkinson’s like state I have yet to escape.

I can’t believe I’m writing the sad reality of what happened. A crazy recovery in 2022 where I could live physically. Golf etc exercise. After a horrid ending of 2021 and 4-6 months in bed really. I was drinking alcohol.

I was a mess but my ex gf and my parents pushed me and I finally found a lucky recovery that included a lot of things starting at end of 2021 after the crash that fall. And really took me until April to get on my feet. A lot of luck was involved .

After that recovery I just was like F the world I’m not gona stop trying. With how bad I was fall 2021 and then to be playing golf that next spring in the 80s and being just so decent overall. And then to be driven into complete ovlivion 18 months later. I was making myself anemic with biotin probably set myself up for horrid electric convulsive therapy in a bad way at the psyche ward.

I got out and was doing something between liver flushes, b12, iodine, zinc, dhea. But I needed test. I needed lithium. I needed a lot more.

I gave myself a pretty catastrophic brain injury March or so 2024. I took dhea while on TRT and the results were scary. It was a higher dose of dhea.

The TRT run between Feb/ March 2024 was so bad I can’t believe it. Afterward I was so weak. Nutrients next felt great again since. I feel like I basically had to get on T then and there.

But the T was so bad then I couldn’t handle it.

Man it’s been a rough life. Maybe b6 can be start of something.

 

[Yura]

@bruschi11 "I’m appreciative of the life I’ve lived and experiencing being a human. And seeing things from a deep perspective beyond anyone could imagine with my battle and research."
THat is exactly how I feel. That I am happy that at least I was born in this time. Where I could see and learn about the world even when we are fucked up in your room with help of internet. Basically everyone who has phone and internet today knows more than the most inteligent and rich people couple hundreds years ago. For that we have to be grateful.
Btw yeah we fucked up taking, doing some stuff. But that's life. We always imagine what we did wrong and how bad our life is now. But instead we should be grateful what didn't happen to us and how lucky we are. Basically that analogy if you see the glass always as half full or half empty.. It is all about perspective.. You could not fuck up yourself doing the things we did. You could be happy and healthy and live in ignorance and hurt other people constantly or whatever. Like I can see myself as pretty bad asshole and really dumb monkey if I was still healthy. If I was never forced to sit in my room alone for decades. I mean just look around how people are today. Braindead fuck heads running around chasing dopamine not knowing anything deeper still living their lives according to animal instinct that is just placed into modern human environment.. I mean yeah if you are 3 yo kid living with serious health issues and be dead couple years later that sucks. But in our case like what else you want. You experienced what is like to be a human. Do you really need to chase that high over and over and over. It will never be enough. EVER.So what is the difference if you cut it now or 20 years later down the road. We all die anyways..
I said it before I really believe now that your mental state will effect your physical biochemistry so much. That it is more powerful than any protocol that you can trying to figure out.
We just should stop living in the past what we did wrong(you are doing it in every second post here) and be grateful for what we could and can do and what we experienced and what we had and have and just realize that nobody will escape this experience called life alive and that we are here for just very short time to see what's up and than be gone again..
Like yeah we should do our best. Our body, our life that is all we have, but at the same time to always keep in mind that you shouldn't take it to seriously. Like nobody will win in this game.. People stress, worry, have fear all the time, but it is pointless..
My only worry now is that I miss the new LOTR movie.

 

[Yura]

and btw the best cope. Every time we feel that we are loosing the grip on things in life. All we need is to watch some nice documentary on Universe. To remind ourselves the bigger picture. What is actually going on around us... It is the shame that most people in the cities don't see the night sky like you can see at places without light pollution and stuff.. If we saw the night sky like you can see it at the best places to watch the night sky. I believe 100% that we would worry much less about everything.. It is like we are(or most of us as should say) are disconnected from the rest of the world(the universe) on our planet. Such a shame..

 

[RebelWithACause]

I do best on just accepting the unfairness of life. Of being born with weaker health and not seeing it is your full fault. Nor is it your parents fault. Anyone who says it's karma or whatever is just bullshitting themselves. Your ancesors may have had to survive on non optimal diets to survive and this starts up the cascade of problems in later generations too. So the fact you start at a huge disadvantage should also be comforting that it is not 100% your fault for where you are at. Nor can you blame your parents. I used to be angry at my parents then think to myself how unfair it is. They didn't even had the internet to figure things out. Nothing. My mother actually tried a lot of things to "fix herself" but just looked in the wrong places. For example.

But yea just keep ya head up and accept for how you are now in this moment and work to get better. All that I do and it helps. vs. being angry with myself of what I can't do.

 

[Yura]

@RebelWithACause well in my case my parents fucked me up pretty badly. But it is pointless to be angry at them. They are just another humans who don't know any better. It is not like they decided "well I think I will be the worst parent possible and will make sure that my kid is fucked up unable to do good in life.." and like I said I try to say that my glass is half full not half empty.. So it could be worse much worse.. So I am not in position to cry about any of that if I am really honest with myself..
But yeah it is great that I learned a lot of stuff and now know that my joke life is hardly my fault.. It is actually the opposite. When I look how disciplined and stuff I am in comparison with other people I know for a fact that if I didn't have any health issues and if my parents were little better or at least pushed me outside of the nest early. I know I would do really good in life right now. But it is simply not in my cards..
That's why I try to never judge other people no matter how fucked up their life seems to be. It is hardly their fault if you look back far enough.. It just dumb people judge others all the time and think that it is their fault that they are on drugs, can't keep a job or whatever.. There is always good reason for all of that like I said if you look back far enough..