Fighting….

[bruschi11]

Basically nadph oxidase system when turned on too hard is shutting down bh4 system.

And bh4 system when turned on too hard shuts down nadph oxidase system.

bh4 is nitric oxide and dopamine . So nadph oxidase is shutting off nitric oxide system.

Is it cuz of the high b12 and selenium, magnesium boron? Maybe.

 

[bruschi11]

I think it’s just way too late. 18 months too late for sure. The electric convulsive therapy and whatever happened in early to mid 2024 was just it. I tried. I’m developing a severe neurodegenerative disease.

The chromium imbalance we see in Oligos is a real problem. It was caused by Dana summers. She threw b1 b2 zinc like candy .

I do think the best thing for me is dying. I don’t see anything better for me on this planet.

 

[bruschi11]

The cunt Dana summers put me on a nutrient plan that took out my chromium rapidly so I lost the ability to use my selenium to convert t4 to t3. T3 uses oxygen. If we don’t use oxygen, it accumulates in body hence alll the difficulties I had with ozone.

When we start using our oxygen in this situation we produce too much superoxide and the superoxide overwhelms both zinc and copper. Sod goes down. B6 goes down.

2023 when I went anemic and did ozone a couple times I went downhill. Then when I was in psyche ward and they forced oxygen in me , I began to die.

I don’t see any reason to keep trying. I have THE neurodegenerative disease I can’t beat .

There’s no more hope. I got my system working but it’s just gonna keep overwhelming my brain with superoxide.

Bmaa toxicity went with it. Killing bh4 cycle the other piece of thyroid for t4 (tyrosine uses iodine for t4.)

It was a double sworded murder. Lyme doctor killing gut= bmaa toxicity. Fat cunt Dana summers and even Greg Russell jones can be blamed for killing my chromium inducing the severe oxygen metabolism problems I’ve had for years now.

 

[bruschi11]

People don’t get it… I haven’t had a second of decency since November 2022. Not one second.

 

[bruschi11]

I don’t want to quit but I really don’t want to keep trying. And if I stop trying I quit.

I can try to live with this but every single day is full of sadness. Is sadness 24/7 worth living?

Knowing the truth of what happened to me. Knowing there is no escape. That there was a nail put in my coffin to end 2023. I just think it’s time for me to give up.

It became an inescapable disease. I didn’t start doing the dirty work in learning the systems of the body that make it go until 2023.

It was almost too late in 2023. Almost but not too late yet.

The only thing I can do is really try to balance system on paperwork. Get cholesterol down. Keep t4 and t3 by mid range. Fix my mag toxicity in hair. Fix the high b12 in blood. Lower the selenium in oligoscans. Fix the zn deficiency.

Really don’t think it’s enough. I’m learning that time waits for no man no matter how hard you try. 5 years since this began. Heck it was 5 years and 3 months ago.

I

 

[bruschi11]

I want to see how far I can get with thid

1 andro 4 andro for hormonal support but barely use them like once every 3-4 days. And just lead with chromium calcium zinc lithium carnitine b2 Ala choline beta alanine b5.

I wanted to learn mineral balancing in 2019. Instead Dana summers Greg Russell jones did the opposite.

 

[bruschi11]

“Is it more the mag toxicity than anything”

Killing fmn. The mag bath last weekend went really bad not gonna lie.

I’ve been saying active b6 is the biggest problem. B12 is perfect in scans when system turns on. B6 stays bad.

 

[bruschi11]

I wish I could post my stuff here. I don’t know why I can’t. I don’t get it.

But I’ve had mag shell for probably 70% of these 5 years. And went downhill each time the mag shell soars.

Without nadph oxidase system working .b2 can’t convert to fmn and body has no use for magnesium.

Then when I make fmn the magnesium just uses up the fmn fast. As it directs the fmn towards fad and active b6.

It seems fad survives. FMN doesn’t. So active b6 dies .

But fad doesn’t always mean b12. My b12 is still high and really isn’t dropping quickly at all. B12 needs nadh for its use. It needs more than just fad. Nadh needs cysteine. Without active b6 can’t make cysteine.

 

[bruschi11]

I don’t really care what anyone says. Mock me….

Knowing what I know now and having oligoscan on hand… if it were

2020: I would’ve cured myself pretty quick
2021: same
2022: a little tougher but i would’ve done it. I was doing it. I mean I went from bedridden for months to playing golf and traveling and biking and MRIs showing my brain grow back lots
2023: would’ve been really tough and taken a long time but I had it in me. I was fit to beat a disease like that. I could’ve done it absolutely.
2024: would’ve been really hard. I may have been too late. May have not.
2025: I think it’s too late. I just do but I can’t come to grips with quitting and knowing I’ll never be ok again.

 

[bruschi11]

Revici:

Zinc / selenium balance in the cell is the key to health.

 

[bruschi11]

Revici:

Zinc / selenium balance in the cell is the key to health.

Maybe it’s flat up the cell has too much mag. Not enough zinc . And maybe too much sele now after working on d receptor hard the last few weeks.

Maybe this really is about getting mag down in the cell. Zinc potassium sele up.

Just look at the cell and the substances flat up.

If I need a hormone to get selenium up and used a bit then so be it.

 

[bruschi11]

As d receptor turns on, moving selenium to the cell…

I think it’s mag/ zinc balance. As mag zinc balance governs the balance of FMN and fad. Potassium in the cell.

I’m drinking breuss. I need the potassium bad. A week ago the mag bath could’ve been really bad hurting potassium in cell. Mag was finally dropping according to hair test. But as mag drops I get worse at it requires selenium calcium zinc potassium b2 to lower the mag. Hormones were needed for real.

And I think each time I lower my mag I get worse . It’s been happening since late 2020.

Like I cause my mag to go sky high. It shuts system down and I’m bad. Then I do the things needed to lower the mag and I get horrid.

I did a mag bath 7 days ago today. Next to the nearly 48 hours of just juices. I destroyed myself.

 

[bruschi11]

Mag makes potassium Intracellular when in reality we don’t want that cuz glycine is down long term and glycine gets chloride in the cell

Hence we need to fix fad system for glycine to put chloride in the cell so when mag does indeed put potassium in the cell…. We have chloride there to retain it.

What this all means. I gotta get in control of the mag for good.

I’ll do a mag rbc to check soon. This just all sucks so bad I can’t believe this is all real I might be dying cuz of stupid nutrient shit.

 

[bruschi11]

My brain is really just going.

I just took 1 andro. I really feel like this last crash after the fast could be the last straw. This was really really bad what just happened the last few days.

 

[bruschi11]

Severely need the prohormone. 1 andro. Maybe some dhea with it. Maybe some 4 andro with it. I will have to stay on it at least 3 days on 3-4 days off.

 

[bruschi11]

What’s amazing is 1 andro and 4 andro can really hit the two spots I’ve been missing.

1 andro seems like it really hits the bh4 system. While it also can feed 4 andro which makes estrone.

But I’m sure adding a little 4 andro with the 1 andro will be best.

I am not ok right now. But I was dying yesterday.

I really messed up trying that juice fast and stopping the hormones.

These two hormones have to happen next to nutrients there’s no questions asked.

 

[esp90]

Helen always preached the 40 day long breuss fasts ect, but has anyone whos a slow oxidizer benefitted from them like he said they would? How long was your juice fast? You think they made u more unbalanced?

 

[bruschi11]

Helen always preached the 40 day long breuss fasts ect, but has anyone whos a slow oxidizer benefitted from them like he said they would? How long was your juice fast? You think they made u more unbalanced?

I fasted all the time between late 2017 and mid 2020. Outside of 1 year during that time I didn’t fast at all.

Fasting can be very good and balancing. But needs to be done wisely and in accordance with system.

People reading this don’t get it . I’m battling a neurodegenerative disease now. Very severe. Parkinson’s MS type. So I’m not just a normal person who had PFS anymore. I’m in a life and death situation.

So I shouldn’t have been fasting. I’m very very sick in a body chemistry that needs foods hormones minerals . Badly.

 

[esp90]

Did you experience alot of health improvements? Did you do hairtests during that time? If so how were they affected by fasting? I know the people who are into hairtest dont recomend fasting as its "taxing on the body".

 

[RebelWithACause]

I doubt you can recover to become a 100% healthy human like some people who are born with very strong genes, bone mass, testosterone in the womb. I see a lot of people who claim they are healthy yet they would get destroyed physically and mentally by a human with good genetics and good base diet from birth. Incl. a lot of the hair test guys a lot of them are still weak years after. They never compare.

Not saying it's useless but it's like fighting an uphill battle and it takes years and then eventually you'll die. Maybe even too late to even live a different life.

I see it in myself as well. My friend never had to do any of this garbage and he still outperforms me in every area of life. It's just fucking insane. It's hard to be an upstanding member of society when some people have it way easier than you. You have to fight for crumbs while some other fag with good genetics goes through life like a breeze.

Quite maddening that your life is just predetermined to be shit for example. Especially if you have bad health your life will be suffering suffering suffering and then die.

In nature I guess people like me would of died a long time ago already and this whole ordeal is an unnatural hobby.

I appreciate Helen and others here for giving all the info and stuff, it made me believe again in life and to fight for my life. But now I see that in a way life is very predetermined by what happens in the womb and then childhood. And genetics in general. OR at least how good your genetics are able to execute themselves especially in youth. After that good luck you're fighting an uphill battle and you'll always be one step behind.

Maybe you guys have better genetics and health and then this stuff can give you an extra bump and maybe even give you a normal life. For me I doubt this is the case. And I made insane improvements. I never met someone in real life who transformed as much as I did in health. But it's still not enough. And that fact is what annoys me the most. That you do all this crap just to end up being a second rank player. Better than being in the gutter for sure. But yea, life is life I guess.