Fighting….

[bruschi11]

I think it’s calcium raises tyrosine which breaks down the iron, that chromium in pancreases makes available.

Calcium= inositol = tyrosine in some way or form= iodine usage

 

[bruschi11]

I think it’s once VDR works for iron , lithium b12 for nad with it. Need calcium for PTH which leads to tyrosine/ inositol just opens up bh4.

 

[bruschi11]

I think VDR needs chromium in pancreas (4 andro), PTH (calcium lithium) and NAD (b12 lith, thyroid).

 

[bruschi11]

Ok I need to take b complex with b12.

And I need to really stop 1 andro for sure.

Probably only gonna take Bs with dhea for now but might make that dhea 4 andro instead.

But I think I’ll cycle the hormones we will see.

 

[highserotonin90]

My friend, you have to let go of all these things. Even if you've studied, you'll never have control over everything. I know this comment won't discourage you and you'll keep going...

 

[Yura]

My friend, you have to let go of all these things. Even if you've studied, you'll never have control over everything. I know this comment won't discourage you and you'll keep going...

I hope that oligoscan machine that he has will break down. I really believe that it would be very beneficial for him.. Because this is going nowhere..

 

[bruschi11]

I hope that oligoscan machine that he has will break down. I really believe that it would be very beneficial for him.. Because this is going nowhere..

Fuck you fucking loser I have dementia.

I track amino acids and hormones and standard bloods htma just as much as I value oligoscan.

I can’t help what happened to me. Try walking around with 175 testo for 5 years. Anemia happens brain starts shrinking.

Yea it’s going nowhere. I’m probably dying. But it has nothing to do with me trying to balance body Chemistry now.

I’m trying. I’m really sick and trying.

 

[bruschi11]

My friend, you have to let go of all these things. Even if you've studied, you'll never have control over everything. I know this comment won't discourage you and you'll keep going...

This is a better comment.

I’m dying. I have dementia. This isn’t pfs.

My head started shrinking when I went anemic two years ago very badly. We show it on mri and the agony and brain shrinkage oxidative stress low dopamine symptoms I go through are something somebody with normal cfs would never fucking imagine.

I’ve had cfs since 2014 on and off. But developed an anemia of the brain in 2023/2024 that has been so bad you could never possibly comprehend.

I get it I sound like a wack job. But I’m not killing myself which is admirable regarding my situation.

For the record I have helped a young kid 28 years old 5+ years into neuro illness help heal a ton the past year. As he has followed what I’m working on.

It took awhile for him. He’s on the k2 moves estradiol to estrone approach for iron availability and as his iron comes up he’s feeling a lot better.

It’s just flat anemia a lot of us men deal with. Iron has to come up before copper but they both need to be made available simultaneously.

 

[bruschi11]

I come here to scribble notes that are lasting. That’s why I post. And if all goes well one day… people will have some thing to read and follow.

I feel it’s worth it. Having a several year long story written on the internet somewhere. And if I die I die. But if I recover? It’s a pretty cool place to have a story written. I’d much rather dabble here than in a journal.

I remember a guy who was all around the internet for a decade with cfs/ pfs. Solonjk lol. I envied his battle. He was miserable but ended up coming up nearly on top. He ended up fineee. Where his cfs was mostly gone, pfs got to a solid place.

I’m a miserable man writing on the internet. Dabbling in a journal as I try to save my life.

I will say this. I may have ruined my life with oligoscan. Chasing hormones happened cuz of it. I pushed things that shouldn’t have been going in me. 1 andro was really bad this summer and I should’ve been using b12 instead to fuel CoA.

I am taking a drastic turn the last week in approach. But the brain shrinkage and anemia just keep getting worse.

 

[bruschi11]

In 2018 when I got better about 80-90% of full health. I always knew how bad it was for a select few. The 1-5% of us crying on the internet.

Who really were that sick.

I was that with severe mycoplasma that year. I cured it. And then it boosted me to say 50-60%. Then I did health stuff taught by Gbold cdsnuts all those felllas. And got to 80-90%.

I got sick again . Slowly drifted 70-60-50-40-30. And honestly about 2 years ago I’d say it was 5%. Where I’m at now. I can’t tell you. .1%

I think I’m dying . Like the anemia and loss of connection between brain and body is that bad.

It really makes me upset when people don’t get it. There’s another class of illness. There’s chronic illness then a guy on his last legs fighting for oxygen .

 

[bruschi11]

Ado b12 = succinate= coa-sh= bh4 / tyrosine iodine usage= thyroid and dopamine

Need mb12 with it as ado b12 allows copper to come up and copper can be tough on methionine.

The b12s are turning system on with a b complex and minerals and 4 andro . But ado b12 seemed to be strongest difference maker.

Need to get electrolytes in badly . Good diet and rest no more working for a bit until I get stronger

 

[bruschi11]

I think I might be dumping the stupid copper I fed over the winter I gave a lot. For 2 months at least.

I just kept fucking myself up when I simply needed to run a freddd type protocol similar to what cured my 10-15 year pfs/ cfs friend.

I think copper dumping is outweighjng iron dumping making me anemic.

Maybe I really do need molybdenum as this occurs.

 

[bruschi11]

Yea after moly, I feel like my brain is getting and retaining the iron the brain badly deserves.

 

[bruschi11]

Interesting piece. Calming copper dump with moly Led to pretty perfect glucose on my CGM I started last week which was pretty all over the place from dumping copper.

Moly was nice but it’s not something we want to run on. I feel weak and oligoscan got worse. But I handled carbs a lot better and the cgm shows it so will go in when needed.

I think it might be iron as fe2 needed to use manganese to raise histidine which makes insulin .

Which is why chromium is so big making fe2 available. But 4 andro getting to estrone is basically my chromium here.

 

[bruschi11]

Body went into complete shock after a second dose of 4 andro yesterday.

Like my glucose went below 70 and has stayed there for 9 hours.

I’m losing connection between head and body as time slips and I think this kind of concludes it being over.

The anemia just took me over. I’ve had low T below 200 for over 5 years. My arms and legs are numb right now the connect between brain and body just isn’t there.

There comes a time for a person to give up and mine was two years ago after the psyche ward really messed me up.

All I’ve done is make a fool out of myself on the internet since.

 

[RebelWithACause]

Sounds stupid but do you eat enough?

 

[bruschi11]

Sounds stupid but do you eat enough?

Everyone’s calling me fat now…. But no I don’t eat enough. Specifically now when I go into shock like this. All i can get down is milk currently and that will be the truth until this spell ends.

I force food down a lot. For my health not due to hunger.

But then I will get system turned on a bit and get starving hungry say twice a week. And I indulge on good foods then.

I’m moving towards the hg7 approach. Not exactly that. Lead with b12s, fuel the Krebs cycle with succinate first and foremost b12 biotin.

I just had horrible oxalaate symptoms. Crystals in eyes. Which is sign of need for biotin. I believe moly and b12 took out biotin.

And when I was on B vitamin plan in 2023, I believe I really got bad as time went on as the biotin I was on was taking down moly. That oligoscan the first one I did shows really low moly.

I took 500mcg of biotin about 10 mins ago, the oxalafe symptoms better. But the neuro aren’t and I’m gonna need a day or two to get beyond this.

 

[Yura]

I wonder that often if I eat enough. I mean is it normal that I lick all my plates after meal like I was just rescued from concentration camp?
Like if you put your food into cronometer I wonder how many calories are you eating guys..
I think I am stack in this survival mode by not eating enough as well... The thing is I can't eat glute, dairy, nightshades, I don't want to overeat oxalates, fructose etc..
So what is left to eat. Meat, rice, veggies, some olive oil, banana.. I mean how much calories from food like that I can eat. Not a lot lol..

 

[bruschi11]

I felt I was coming out of the darkness in late summer 2023. The more biotin I could tolerate the bigger my head would feel.

It seems biotin retains lithium by looking at past Oligoscans. And lithium keeps dropping with what I’m doing. Especially after moly. Seems moly b12 take out lithium biotin iodine.

In late summer 2023, I did start some dhea that was helpful.

It’s been 2 years going completely downhill since then. My iron hassss to come up to have any chance. It really all starts with that.

 

[bruschi11]

I wonder that often if I eat enough. I mean is it normal that I lick all my plates after meal like I was just rescued from concentration camp?
Like if you put your food into cronometer I wonder how many calories are you eating guys..
I think I am stack in this survival mode by not eating enough as well... The thing is I can't eat glute, dairy, nightshades, I don't want to overeat oxalates, fructose etc..
So what is left to eat. Meat, rice, veggies, some olive oil, banana.. I mean how much calories from food like that I can eat. Not a lot lol..

You’re just in that slow oxi nightmare with the inability to eat all those foods. lol I literally can barely walk and I can tolerate most foods.