Fighting….

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Might be one of worst nights I’ve ever had.

I had been taking 25mg of dhea EOD with the biotin this last week. This morning I took some and it went bad. Indigo machine showed bad things happen.

So then I put 11 keto dht in. Thinking of last fall wen the combo of these two Hormoens seemed to have helped me.

It seemed to help at first but now all bad. Like horrid diabetes and anemia symptoms.

I don’t know if treating this disease without hormones is possible. But I show an htma in march where iron was getting better. Without hormone use.

That’s the goal now .

 

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I’m so upset with myself.

In early 2024, b12 was saving me after a really fucked up stay at a psyche ward that really messed me up with electric convulsive therapy.

Because of the b12 help. I went on to read Freddd’s posts on the phoenix rising forum 10 years of his stuff.

My conclusion was he needed hormone therapy with the b12. And he had been on it for years prior to b12/ methylation. Something he spoke about infrequently and I believe he misled a lot of people who just thought he was doing things through methylation.

I failed miserably with TRT then a low dose test suspension approach between early to mid 2024. Finally in late September 2024, I tried 11 keto dht+ 7 keto dhea+ dhea cycles. 3 days on 4 days off. For about a month I did this. It definitely helped.

Stupidly I was looking at things like selenium utilization. Maybe not stupidly. But I needed to see that something happened. My serum iron DOUBLED in a month. It was right on bottom of range and moved to mid range. And my co2 got perfect top half of range. My testosterone went from 190 to 350.

In midst of that I literally left all my methylation ideas behind. No b12 no biotin just used some b2 b5 zinc. No calcium or lithium. Bunch of mag baths that I didn’t need .

I literally found the perfect hormone approach. But left all the methylation ideas behind. And literally stopped the hormone approach by November.

I’m realizing putting that hormone approach + methylation together is allowing me to make co2 and raise serum iron.

My indigo machine is showing a ton of good happening. Like after my first dose of 11 keto dht my CoA went up immediately. But it’s also calling for chloride.

Gbold is right we need chloride when system turns on. Ocean water helped today.

And biggest thing. I followed Vit D religiously the last 2-3 months in oligoscan. Realizing it is key to iron availability. It barely budged with just dhea/ 7 keto dhea. When I added the 11 keto dht to these, D went way up.

I’m angry. Sad. Mad. Relieved. Hopeful. Anxious. Pissed off.

Like whyyyy. Why couldn’t I think.

I needed help. Nobody was helping me. People don’t know how to look at bloodwork. And are biased about their own health needs.

But I should’ve been on this a lot sooner.

My fluoride and boron were both dropping last fall. I just don’t get why I couldn’t put this together .

 

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It was literally just 3mg of 11 keto dht yesterday. 25mg of dhea/ 25mg of 7 keto dhea.

Haven’t touched anything today besides nutrients. System still on hard. Dumping iron like crazy. 40 hours or so after the hormone dosing. I could literally see Hormoens just used like twice a week. Tiny dosages. Gbold “smart people use tiny doses of hormone if they need them.”

I went through a lot of bloodwork. Just paying attention to iron over the last 3 years mainly.

It just seems I was going anemic in 2022 as I got worse. I couldn’t make iron available but was making copper available with sea water b2 zinc. And the copper availability was using up whatever iron I had.

Until I went on dhea with b12 that November 2022 and I fixed ferritin and iron pretty quick. But methylation issues ensued. Cystine went high (needs b5/ ALA.) I fell apart. My life fell apart.

I have a lot ahead of me. But I think I finally have a methylation/hormone treatment together. Something that has taken me really 3 full years to figure out since fall 2022 when I desperately needed to figure out the low serum iron.

 

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B6 now the highest I’ve seen it in months on Oligo. Definitely battling with electrolyte depletion. But system is still turned on dumping iron and copper about 45 hours since the dose.

Selenium droppping which I believe means progesterone is being made. There’s your co2.

I’m really not considering taking any hormones or even Bs today. Just electrolytes ocean water I believe good food we will see.

 

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What’s interesting is oligoscan potassium going highest I’ve seen it which isn’t too high lol -21% negative 21 that is. Average being 0.

Mine is usually -24. But I feel potassium depleted.

Maybe I’m just putting the potassium in the cell and now body is screaming for it. The same way coffee lowers serum potassium according to Peat. As caffeine puts potassium in cell.

 

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Basically I showed serum iron dropping in 2022. Late 2022 I got serum iron up and ferritin with dhea.

2023— ferritin dropped after donating blood and it never came back. But serum iron was pretty much fine all of 2023.

2024- electric convulsive therapy fucked me up bad all the oxygen. Serum iron dropped immediately that year. I said it “I need testosterone my brain needs iron” early that year.

The year went disastrous until a month of cycling 11kdht/dhea/7kdhea.

This is when serum iron nearly doubled. But ferritin never went up.

Thing is . I was dying in 2024, 2023 was not full on death. Until the electric convulsive therapy.

I think the oxygen treatments just killed iron. ECT was the worst. And I was in the fight for my life once that happened.

The Hormoens feel very weak today. I took about an hour ago.

The best thing I did today was eat beef. It helped a lot.

 

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Hormones were all beyond weak yesterday. I didn’t react to anything much beyond biotin.

Then I talked to someone who has helped me in past a lot. Someone who works with Parkinson’s , neuro disease a lot.

If my target is truly the anemia he thought a supplemental testosterone approach like what I used in summer 2024 makes sense.

I fell apart late that summer and I’m seeing in the OATs that summer…. My biotin dropped and I’m sure got a lot worse two months later when things got bad.

Thing is. The test originally really helped me and helped a lot for awhile that summer.

I’m thinking biotin k2 were big needs maybe iodine.

I used 5mg of test suspension last night. It’s going fine. Maybe I used it 6-7 hours ago. Just woke up middle of the night and reality is I was feeling that bad yesterday. That anemic. I needed something like this in worst way.

Early summer 2024 this was happening. Nutrients I was on specifically inositol was making me extremely anemic. Dark field microscopy showed ugliest blood. One shot of testo suspension I did dark field after 3 days later and my blood looked perfect.

Starting to believe most important nutrient to go with test is biotin