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MNK99

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ah ya i mean i mean u meant Bruschi.
just tired as fk bro.. trying to 4 x this shyt, to close 6200 (1200 weeks ago here, 5000 east coast) for our cybersec. analysts.
i think i paid 1200 and 2700 set aside so... 3900... 500 600 usd margin say 800, fk gotta make 1k. doing well on trds.

I think that, dermacrine (DHEA, Allopreg, Trans-Resveratrol) may cut it, or better ones from Haidut (Dermacrine - Iron Mag Labs),
may cut it with lith orotate, rather than gabapentin. Helps rage, hella anxiety, and depresn.

The latter 2 and CPTSD triggers r worse than the rage, I would never hurt any1, tho I'm capable but ya i mean ppl are snakes and fking douchebags... but ya. IF needed, but i try my best not to, but at the same time i do hurt ppl's feelings and I don't like to.

Anyways, for Bruschi's reta and the like, ya I agree.

Like that's semi/temporary, my stuff is permanent but we all need to do, what we need to do.

Long run, I feel it hurts metab as well. And muscle wasting. So less TDEE, and hence can only worsen met.
Total Daily Energy Expenditure
 

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Vitamin A dropped hard over night.
Vitamin D and b12 went high.

This kinda says fad/nad working well along with good A metabolism which is a lotttt of stuff. A never drops below low 70s for me. It’s 70 today. That is really good for me.

Folate getting worse and fluoride rising are problems. B6 improving but not great. I feel b6 is big.

I’m waiting on that peptide 1 amino mq as it is promising for methylation. While I did take SaME yesterday and making high dose time released b2 a daily.
 

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I’m listening to the killers and the music sounds too good for me to be dying. I just can’t. I gotta beat this I have to like it isn’t right if I don’t.

I know I let the obesity and insulin issues completely get in control of my illness in the early to mid 2020s. It wasn’t my fault. Dana’s protocol overwhelmed me with cysteine and I just didn’t have an answer for nadph as that first step after b6 activity / cysteine metabolism is threonine generated by nadph. Which is THEN reliant on b6 for glycine from threonine.

And it seems I’ve been playing with elevating threonine and it crashing the last 2 full years.

Serine elevating in my last aminos was very interesting. But overall the aminos were a mess specifically methionine. Will say I was strongly on GLP1 with lots of tirz recently during those bloods. Felt like a low sugar body chemistry.

And that’s what I’m feeling now. Low sugar. So I’m gonna eat and start eating a bit more. I really have not been eating much and here I am feeling very very diabetic Parkinson’s type symptoms.

Have not used glucose monitor for days as I got in mail today will use when I get home.

I’m showing muscle being gained from current approach while fat is coming off stomach. Have to believe I’m getting into a
Body chemistry that will take proteins to make muscle and use fat for energy. But the brain is the thing now and how to keep a metaboslim that feeds it co2 iron copper zinc sulfur etc .
 

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I saw you on Twitter/X randomly Bruschi I think it was you lol. I was reading some dude who said finasteride is bad for some personality types I was like wtf is this dude talking about. Probably bad for people with low glutathione or bad metabolism. These dudes operate on surface level and it's stupid. Then I saw I think your reply lol took the words out of my mouth. X is really the blind leading the blind
 

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I saw you on Twitter/X randomly Bruschi I think it was you lol. I was reading some dude who said finasteride is bad for some personality types I was like wtf is this dude talking about. Probably bad for people with low glutathione or bad metabolism. These dudes operate on surface level and it's stupid. Then I saw I think your reply lol took the words out of my mouth. X is really the blind leading the blind
Debating on the internet is stressful. I try to fix this and stop posting. I am only on youtube basically. I often write long comment and after that delete it lol. Because the voice in my head starts talking to me "how is this helping you? The person will reply back and you start debating. It is stressful. You shouldn't do that. Delete that garbage and go relax."

Everything that is debate, arguing and stuff like that you should avoid it completely. Just think about it. You are arguing with one person out of 8 billion. It will make ZERO difference. It just adds stress for YOU.

You can clearly see that people who do really good in life don't care about what other think or say. They just do their thing in their bubble. They are not wasting energy on anything else apart from things that they can change and are effecting them directly.

We need to master this..
 

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debating online or offline w/ stupids makes me want to order ppl's hits. i feel u.
in person i destroy ev1's argument unless some volatile little bitch, but i mean i cd just choke them to death.
I usually choose not to, though.

Half the time it's a bot, the 100% of the time, it's a retard.
 
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I saw you on Twitter/X randomly Bruschi I think it was you lol. I was reading some dude who said finasteride is bad for some personality types I was like wtf is this dude talking about. Probably bad for people with low glutathione or bad metabolism. These dudes operate on surface level and it's stupid. Then I saw I think your reply lol took the words out of my mouth. X is really the blind leading the blind
Hahahaha that was me!!!
 

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Debating on the internet is stressful. I try to fix this and stop posting. I am only on youtube basically. I often write long comment and after that delete it lol. Because the voice in my head starts talking to me "how is this helping you? The person will reply back and you start debating. It is stressful. You shouldn't do that. Delete that garbage and go relax."

Everything that is debate, arguing and stuff like that you should avoid it completely. Just think about it. You are arguing with one person out of 8 billion. It will make ZERO difference. It just adds stress for YOU.

You can clearly see that people who do really good in life don't care about what other think or say. They just do their thing in their bubble. They are not wasting energy on anything else apart from things that they can change and are effecting them directly.

We need to master this..

I 100% agree with you and had this talk with myself the other day.

Luckily I just got my job back. I knew that was the reason I just exploded on Twitter the last month or so being home in the midst of peptides breaking out.
 

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Nice good work bro. i just got yelled at for no real job tho that m btc is 20-60000 a day. but ya parents dont get it
and ya hacking/cybersec analyst = sketchy. but it's gonna be sick.

ill be down 7mn usd soon tho LOL just this yr. but only on paper-- wont sell obvsly. maybe down 5-6mn idk
one bear mkt rally make most that back. and short rite.. long rite, ya this just the beginning. tho i mean sooner the better, cuz fmly finances r fkd.

happy to see u are able to work agn bro.