Fighting….

[RebelWithACause]

nah man they're legit . made me dislocate way more
bad ratio
35-45 chins to zero to 45-60 weeks later

Yes legit but is it even helpful for long term like your metabolism and functioning of cells. I saw this woman who used reta she looked really crappy in the face. Not sure why.

 

[MNK99]

I see whatyou're saying. Agreed. I meant moreBPC157/TCB500 and my use, and thus it is helpful for many.
"Peptides" of course is a broad category. Even protein shakes have peptides, or meat, rite.

ah ya i mean i mean u meant Bruschi.
just tired as fk bro.. trying to 4 x this shyt, to close 6200 (1200 weeks ago here, 5000 east coast) for our cybersec. analysts.
i think i paid 1200 and 2700 set aside so... 3900... 500 600 usd margin say 800, fk gotta make 1k. doing well on trds.

I think that, dermacrine (DHEA, Allopreg, Trans-Resveratrol) may cut it, or better ones from Haidut (Dermacrine - Iron Mag Labs),
may cut it with lith orotate, rather than gabapentin. Helps rage, hella anxiety, and depresn.

The latter 2 and CPTSD triggers r worse than the rage, I would never hurt any1, tho I'm capable but ya i mean ppl are snakes and fking douchebags... but ya. IF needed, but i try my best not to, but at the same time i do hurt ppl's feelings and I don't like to.

Anyways, for Bruschi's reta and the like, ya I agree.

Like that's semi/temporary, my stuff is permanent but we all need to do, what we need to do.

Long run, I feel it hurts metab as well. And muscle wasting. So less TDEE, and hence can only worsen met.
Total Daily Energy Expenditure

 

[bruschi11]

Vitamin A dropped hard over night.
Vitamin D and b12 went high.

This kinda says fad/nad working well along with good A metabolism which is a lotttt of stuff. A never drops below low 70s for me. It’s 70 today. That is really good for me.

Folate getting worse and fluoride rising are problems. B6 improving but not great. I feel b6 is big.

I’m waiting on that peptide 1 amino mq as it is promising for methylation. While I did take SaME yesterday and making high dose time released b2 a daily.

 

[bruschi11]

I’m listening to the killers and the music sounds too good for me to be dying. I just can’t. I gotta beat this I have to like it isn’t right if I don’t.

I know I let the obesity and insulin issues completely get in control of my illness in the early to mid 2020s. It wasn’t my fault. Dana’s protocol overwhelmed me with cysteine and I just didn’t have an answer for nadph as that first step after b6 activity / cysteine metabolism is threonine generated by nadph. Which is THEN reliant on b6 for glycine from threonine.

And it seems I’ve been playing with elevating threonine and it crashing the last 2 full years.

Serine elevating in my last aminos was very interesting. But overall the aminos were a mess specifically methionine. Will say I was strongly on GLP1 with lots of tirz recently during those bloods. Felt like a low sugar body chemistry.

And that’s what I’m feeling now. Low sugar. So I’m gonna eat and start eating a bit more. I really have not been eating much and here I am feeling very very diabetic Parkinson’s type symptoms.

Have not used glucose monitor for days as I got in mail today will use when I get home.

I’m showing muscle being gained from current approach while fat is coming off stomach. Have to believe I’m getting into a
Body chemistry that will take proteins to make muscle and use fat for energy. But the brain is the thing now and how to keep a metaboslim that feeds it co2 iron copper zinc sulfur etc .

 

[RebelWithACause]

I saw you on Twitter/X randomly Bruschi I think it was you lol. I was reading some dude who said finasteride is bad for some personality types I was like wtf is this dude talking about. Probably bad for people with low glutathione or bad metabolism. These dudes operate on surface level and it's stupid. Then I saw I think your reply lol took the words out of my mouth. X is really the blind leading the blind

 

[Yura]

I saw you on Twitter/X randomly Bruschi I think it was you lol. I was reading some dude who said finasteride is bad for some personality types I was like wtf is this dude talking about. Probably bad for people with low glutathione or bad metabolism. These dudes operate on surface level and it's stupid. Then I saw I think your reply lol took the words out of my mouth. X is really the blind leading the blind

Debating on the internet is stressful. I try to fix this and stop posting. I am only on youtube basically. I often write long comment and after that delete it lol. Because the voice in my head starts talking to me "how is this helping you? The person will reply back and you start debating. It is stressful. You shouldn't do that. Delete that garbage and go relax."

Everything that is debate, arguing and stuff like that you should avoid it completely. Just think about it. You are arguing with one person out of 8 billion. It will make ZERO difference. It just adds stress for YOU.

You can clearly see that people who do really good in life don't care about what other think or say. They just do their thing in their bubble. They are not wasting energy on anything else apart from things that they can change and are effecting them directly.

We need to master this..

 

[MNK99]

debating online or offline w/ stupids makes me want to order ppl's hits. i feel u.
in person i destroy ev1's argument unless some volatile little bitch, but i mean i cd just choke them to death.
I usually choose not to, though.

Half the time it's a bot, the 100% of the time, it's a retard.

 

[bruschi11]

I saw you on Twitter/X randomly Bruschi I think it was you lol. I was reading some dude who said finasteride is bad for some personality types I was like wtf is this dude talking about. Probably bad for people with low glutathione or bad metabolism. These dudes operate on surface level and it's stupid. Then I saw I think your reply lol took the words out of my mouth. X is really the blind leading the blind

Hahahaha that was me!!!

 

[bruschi11]

Debating on the internet is stressful. I try to fix this and stop posting. I am only on youtube basically. I often write long comment and after that delete it lol. Because the voice in my head starts talking to me "how is this helping you? The person will reply back and you start debating. It is stressful. You shouldn't do that. Delete that garbage and go relax."

Everything that is debate, arguing and stuff like that you should avoid it completely. Just think about it. You are arguing with one person out of 8 billion. It will make ZERO difference. It just adds stress for YOU.

You can clearly see that people who do really good in life don't care about what other think or say. They just do their thing in their bubble. They are not wasting energy on anything else apart from things that they can change and are effecting them directly.

We need to master this..

I 100% agree with you and had this talk with myself the other day.

Luckily I just got my job back. I knew that was the reason I just exploded on Twitter the last month or so being home in the midst of peptides breaking out.

 

[MNK99]

Nice good work bro. i just got yelled at for no real job tho that m btc is 20-60000 a day. but ya parents dont get it
and ya hacking/cybersec analyst = sketchy. but it's gonna be sick.

ill be down 7mn usd soon tho LOL just this yr. but only on paper-- wont sell obvsly. maybe down 5-6mn idk
one bear mkt rally make most that back. and short rite.. long rite, ya this just the beginning. tho i mean sooner the better, cuz fmly finances r fkd.

happy to see u are able to work agn bro.

 

[RebelWithACause]

Debating on the internet is stressful. I try to fix this and stop posting. I am only on youtube basically. I often write long comment and after that delete it lol. Because the voice in my head starts talking to me "how is this helping you? The person will reply back and you start debating. It is stressful. You shouldn't do that. Delete that garbage and go relax."

Everything that is debate, arguing and stuff like that you should avoid it completely. Just think about it. You are arguing with one person out of 8 billion. It will make ZERO difference. It just adds stress for YOU.

You can clearly see that people who do really good in life don't care about what other think or say. They just do their thing in their bubble. They are not wasting energy on anything else apart from things that they can change and are effecting them directly.

We need to master this..

True. Funny thing is when I was very sick I couldn't even debate or read it. I lived in my own world because I was so effed up. Nobody really interacted with me either. I said it before I lived like an old person. It was the nice part of being that sick. Then I got better and you start to get your old habits back like arguing and bullshitting hehe.

 

[MNK99]

Yeah I couldn't read much of the craziness here till Jan 2018... into my water fast, and esp. after.
CD's seems overwhelming (I realize i'm not perfect and my log looks krazy as fk but I did have a 3 page 2nd log --easily made into 1 page a couple posts). Gone tho.


When I have time I'll make another one.
Hella injuries, and just wrapping up this work, ideally b4 I have to go to Toronto, for a measly 3days - oh i c that's next week.
Locking in/ focusing work. Ideally paid my salary (basically, more of a return), before the trip.

 

[bruschi11]

5amino1mq is very interesting and i used it today. I think it might be the chromium / iron availability peptide. We will see. It acts like egcg but on another level perhaps.

I agreed to take 2 full weeks off supps starting tomorrow as I stay on just TRT nothing else for 2 weeks. And get extensive testing with the new doc.

I hope I can make it possible. My system is reliant on oxidation. But 12 days is all I really gotta do here off .

 

[bruschi11]

I sent this to my friend the other day and I think i should post here

“My chromium was consistently raising for a week. And then I took biotin and it dropped with goes with the biotin takes down egcg thing”

I mean let’s call egcg / 5amino1mq as chromium supps essentially here . 4 andro another.

Is it chromium for ALA that biotin takes down? As it’s a known thing biotin takes down ALA.

Chromium the key to ALA is essentially what I’ve learned the last 3 years. Gluth recycling. For many reason and I just think the path to r5p in glycolysis may be part of it. It’s gotta be about inositol too.

I gotta lose weight. I hate this. I’m going supp sober for 12 days besides testo. Me and new doc agreed test is the staple and we build around it.

I think I put together a treatment plan for myself the last few weeks. But in depth testing we are doing. 12 days without supps to get best views of things where they lay.
It’s like a huge oats / Nutreval. But a lot more in it. I did one of these last year.

I’m very unhappy I have this illness. But I’m excited to actually be using some tools now that should’ve started getting involved in 2022 no later. I was all nutrients until then.

SMH 2022 I used dhea? A little bpc157/tb500 for a couple weeks which did seem to help then stop.

2023? Same thing dhea i tried a little andro .

2024? Get out of psyche ward. Scramble onto TRT after b12 dhea were helping.

And the last 2.5 years 2024 2025 now halfway through 2026 I’ve been trying to put a plan together . I did have upswings but what a horrible life it’s become.

 

[bruschi11]

I mean I feel the 5 amino 1 mq might be key for both gh peps and biotin tolerability.

I just show my two breakthroughs with body comp on my scale as 1 biotin to begin June. And 2 gh peps/ maybe mots c being added within last two weeks.

My body comp is really improving. My original July today weight is a lb heavier than my June average. But I also significantly more muscle on me and less body fat. Better bfp obviously.

Now 12 days off supps… let’s see what happens. Fasting till noon on day 1 of this is the plan I guess

 

[MNK99]

--_I'm just on and off9.2-13.5mglith, i mean I take less when focusing hard on trades or workouts bc it makes me shakier,
--or when combining w/ cannabis.
--I am taking some DHEA and that is in dermacrine, that and test cream, tho I'd strongly prefer HCG + TEst + DHT, most likely.
--for keeping lights on signal wise/ fertility wise, while on cycle, and for long run (fertility).
-- Anyways today and the last 3 days, Dermacrine, Test cream, a tiny bit of dex, tiny bit of lith.
--I don't think most of these will hurt you.

--anyways: I'm wondering why the BCP and TCB?

those made me dislocate more, shoulders, but then maybe stronger after, but
--I took like vials, 58 injections all over the place, whereas I'll make it 2-4 weeks next time (wrists, neck, lower back, shoulders, knees, ankles). For chronic pain and ideally healing tendons/ligaments/connective tissue.
--There's some other peptide, K something, KC... I forget, some ex cop told me he's on that, The Wolverine Stack.
--as soon As Im liquid funds wise, ya i have 20-30k worth of meds, and a surgery, and some other stuff planned.
-note I had too hi a ratio TCB to BCP, hence dislocated more. my G.P., recommended it but can't prescribe it.
--altho later, peptides, and hcg, dht, I'd probably prefer it in UGL than prescriptions bc that and test cream and dex would be like 5k /3mo.

-were you trying BCP/TCB to get stronger, or for some complicated cellular biology reason?
--which GH peptide? I tried one, that is like a common one, ppl take w/ sarms. Made me too hungry, and I'm cutting and yeah I really need to get rid of pain and cut bodyfat, like 5-8lbs, then I'm lean and mean again. I'm there just w/ carnivore, but I stress eat.
--soon no more.
--I'm really trying not to take cardarine (cancer risk maybe), and rad140 (heart risk, LVH, RBC count up, LDL zero, HDL idk 100-200).
--trying to replace w/ anavar, or masteron or primo asap, or dht cream.
--you ever try Cardarine @Brushci11. Writing this and playing a game, wr. business partner... let alone lifting is fking up my left wrist.