The perfect definition of ALPHA MALE
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he is lame and his supplements are even more lame nothing special, he is taking astaxanthin daily lol this kills libido in men and gave people vitamin A toxicity issues
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He doesn't need libido, he only fucks other robots.
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Ah I was wrong. Well robotic people understand. I was always vampiric (in a good way, night owl cool avoiding the normals so I could get my studying and workouts done and walk 5-6am, while they slithered back into their holes) but amps made me more robotic and autistic.
He's interesting though. He looks really young for an android.
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Ah I was wrong. Well robotic people understand. I was always vampiric (in a good way, night owl cool avoiding the normals so I could get my studying and workouts done and walk 5-6am, while they slithered back into their holes) but amps made me more robotic and autistic.
He's interesting though. He looks really young for an android.
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I think this kid is a pussy ass bitch. And I am better than ev1 in the video w zero effort.
Masons chinos, armani jacket, omega watch, porsche design shades or glasses, FLAC sony walkman, shure headphones... My outfit in peak leanness and as an econ student, and some nice sneakers is like 8-12k often. I think this kid is a cuck and should get his ass kicked. Don't lump me in with fucking losers like what's his name, Destiny. And I think the gross millenial he showed are cucks too.
I'd steal this guy's woman for sure. And the rest of them, their women are probably ugly.
And if I was a refugee, I'd eat his cat.
Masons chinos, armani jacket, omega watch, porsche design shades or glasses, FLAC sony walkman, shure headphones... My outfit in peak leanness and as an econ student, and some nice sneakers is like 8-12k often. I think this kid is a cuck and should get his ass kicked. Don't lump me in with fucking losers like what's his name, Destiny. And I think the gross millenial he showed are cucks too.
I'd steal this guy's woman for sure. And the rest of them, their women are probably ugly.
And if I was a refugee, I'd eat his cat.
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OH good...
why not just make it a Trans Cock??
Just write: "PLEASE NUKE us" and send a scan of your Ass bent over.
Sign it "with kisses, Trudeau, Biden, Kamala, and the rest of our cucky association".
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why not just make it a Trans Cock??
Just write: "PLEASE NUKE us" and send a scan of your Ass bent over.
Sign it "with kisses, Trudeau, Biden, Kamala, and the rest of our cucky association".
Fox NewsNavy launches USS New Jersey, first US submarine built for both genders
15 hours ago
Bergen RecordNavy fleet welcomes newest USS New Jersey, the first gender-neutral submarine ---> Should be 'the USS Church Street", or "The Pride of San Francisco". USS Shemale.
1 day ago
Navy TimesNavy to commission first sub designed for both men and women sailors
3 days ago
AOL.comNavy launches USS New Jersey, first US submarine built for both genders
13 hours ago
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Seriously never meet people who look like that. Nobody has a mullet here. Maybe once in a while some hipster guy has it. Seems more like a zoomer thing (the mullet, brocolli hair etc.) Or it's American.
Or the sarcastic/weird shirts. Never meet those ppl. Except like HUGE geeks.
Plus soy people like that Vaush guy maybe once in a while in niche hobby settings. E.g. retro gaming, some music settings like vaporwave music lol. Or Twitch streamers.
None of my friends look like that.
I hate when people talk about these generations and generalisations. Lumped in with a bunch of retards that run their mouth online
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Could be that he genuinely thinks he's doing good. Like Gbolduev said some rich people are willing to go down the money ladder if it means they have a passion/project/vision to work towards.
That being said I don't believe in his stuff at all. He's allowed to do his thing tho of course. I think if you are really sick, his stuff will make you worse in the long run.
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Yes me neither. I’ll maybe see some occasionally downtown but not most people, no one I know looks like this either. And the generations are like billions of people I guess. Cannot generalize for sure.
I was just irritated ha.
That poster is a clown and I think some weirdos nowadays have mullets and this and that . It’s ok during lockdown a bit but I was still very well groomed.
No millennial professional is like wearing gross T’s and the like.
people can dress nicely business wise or casual. Maybe some cities in Europe suit and all that or dress clothes are always needed but it depends on the job. Like in finance.
Lots are casual tho in lower positions or self employment. Still they dress nice but like a dress shirt and chinos or dress pants and a t and a sports coat is cool. I’ll do that and did at times but usually no coat, some nice sneakers, I can’t wear most dress shoes tho bc it hurts my feet and I fall down and get hurt.
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Yeah I mean I think vegan, tons of supplements, dutasteride ffs, and test patch (it’s for him tho I don’t trick he says anyone should take them), if really sick either it will make way worse or not work at all.
I think he is genuine in interest at least partially. And that’s an interesting point it is true some very wealthy people can go down economically a bit, to pursue their own passions.
To pursue things they like.
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SAD THAT TOM HANKS IS THERE
SAD that PUFFY RAPED BIGGIE AND MY FELLOW PISCES BIEBER.
AND OTHERS like maybe WILL SMITH or whatever maybe he raped ppl not sure. HE WAS a cuck for his wife that loved 2pac tho.
HE IS A WIERDO FOR SURE but please ffs don't let QUENTIN Tarantino be a pedophile. I mean if he openly supports Harris and Biden... IDK.
THEN again the internet has a lot of bs on it.
AND he took a lot of stuff from Japanese filmmakers but I love True Romance (James Gandolfini), Pulp Fiction, Resovoir Dogs, etc.
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SAD that PUFFY RAPED BIGGIE AND MY FELLOW PISCES BIEBER.
AND OTHERS like maybe WILL SMITH or whatever maybe he raped ppl not sure. HE WAS a cuck for his wife that loved 2pac tho.
HE IS A WIERDO FOR SURE but please ffs don't let QUENTIN Tarantino be a pedophile. I mean if he openly supports Harris and Biden... IDK.
THEN again the internet has a lot of bs on it.
AND he took a lot of stuff from Japanese filmmakers but I love True Romance (James Gandolfini), Pulp Fiction, Resovoir Dogs, etc.
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The Hollywood elitist pedophiles got to him and his brother and his sister.. some of em. Like half the siblings are dead. Insane. Aaron carter was super wack but probably at some time was a good kid.
One of their sisters is hot. Nick Carter was a scumbag and he became fat at times but then lost it. He has a food addiction.
I didn't feel like making a thread called: "The Hollywood/Liberal Pedophile Cultists". WHEN TUBZY, HELEN, and AREA-1255 come back, we can discuss this.
One of their sisters is hot. Nick Carter was a scumbag and he became fat at times but then lost it. He has a food addiction.
I didn't feel like making a thread called: "The Hollywood/Liberal Pedophile Cultists". WHEN TUBZY, HELEN, and AREA-1255 come back, we can discuss this.
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I feel like women in America/Canada are way easier to bang. Maybe I am wrong
But Dutch women. They are not as social as for example American women. The only time they are extroverted social is when they are drinking. Or it's purely through friendgroups.
They do flirt and stuff and superficially joke, but harder to connect/converse with them in daily life. They show signs but are extremely weary it seems. Even to my friend who is a typical "Chad" they do this.
In America/Canada seems like people are more talkative in random situations with "strangers". E.g. I met two American girls in Berlin and they were so much easier in flirting, physical touch, etc. than the chicks where I am from.
Here there's some animosity from a lot of the women to me. Same for my "Chad" friend. I was at his party and the Dutch women there were quite bitchy to him (& me) in general. Like cold.
This is different for me in other countries. E.g. in Austria girls were way more outward into me even in random places outside and talking was pleasant and warmer behaviour. Very good experiences with women from there. Same for Hungary and Germany. Spain also much easier to connect. Maybe something in the water here.
What do you think?
But Dutch women. They are not as social as for example American women. The only time they are extroverted social is when they are drinking. Or it's purely through friendgroups.
They do flirt and stuff and superficially joke, but harder to connect/converse with them in daily life. They show signs but are extremely weary it seems. Even to my friend who is a typical "Chad" they do this.
In America/Canada seems like people are more talkative in random situations with "strangers". E.g. I met two American girls in Berlin and they were so much easier in flirting, physical touch, etc. than the chicks where I am from.
Here there's some animosity from a lot of the women to me. Same for my "Chad" friend. I was at his party and the Dutch women there were quite bitchy to him (& me) in general. Like cold.
This is different for me in other countries. E.g. in Austria girls were way more outward into me even in random places outside and talking was pleasant and warmer behaviour. Very good experiences with women from there. Same for Hungary and Germany. Spain also much easier to connect. Maybe something in the water here.
What do you think?
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They are but in nice cities like Edmonton, Calgary... Montreal. Harder in say Toronto and I haven't been there that much as an adult but Vancouver too.
At least downtown.
Toronto is a huge city and people are very cold. Most people are not doing well there mentally. I mean downtown mostly tbh but also elsewhere.
Calgary etc you can and it isn't so bad, and women are nice but I mean I was ripped and it was after leaving Toronto and surviving and fixing a horrible disease. So confidence was thru the roof.
Still, fixing ASD would make it a lot easier for me. Not so bad in the UK, but many aren't great. I haven't been thru a lot of Europe unfortunately.
Some countries it is easier to connect for sure, but any city with 5mn 10-20mn, it can be really hard.. however yeah women flirted with me all the time in Toronto too. I just didn't have time most the time,
I was finishing school stuff at 27 I should have done at 22. And I was sick in early 20's with PSSD.
That is why I am so down, I had literally so much attention it was insane, but a lot of times I literally could not talk to people... shyness was insane. AND Sure I had more to "detox/eliminate", but so does nearly everyone. This is why I really want Carnivore/TEI to help ASD... even moreso than any remaining sexual health issue. I mean I can workout like crazy in good mental health and that will help sex health again.
And meet people, but I mean trauma/Autism... I don't know I never got rid of it before. I hope I can. I know I mention it a lot. I am trying things.
I am better one on one, parties ok but I mean I've done better meeting cool women on an elevator, in my buildings, or walking and stuff. I can't recognize people a lot and when I go down mentally, I go down a lot. I will fix a lot with TEI I firmly believe permanently. Carnivore too.
At least downtown.
Toronto is a huge city and people are very cold. Most people are not doing well there mentally. I mean downtown mostly tbh but also elsewhere.
Calgary etc you can and it isn't so bad, and women are nice but I mean I was ripped and it was after leaving Toronto and surviving and fixing a horrible disease. So confidence was thru the roof.
Still, fixing ASD would make it a lot easier for me. Not so bad in the UK, but many aren't great. I haven't been thru a lot of Europe unfortunately.
Some countries it is easier to connect for sure, but any city with 5mn 10-20mn, it can be really hard.. however yeah women flirted with me all the time in Toronto too. I just didn't have time most the time,
I was finishing school stuff at 27 I should have done at 22. And I was sick in early 20's with PSSD.
That is why I am so down, I had literally so much attention it was insane, but a lot of times I literally could not talk to people... shyness was insane. AND Sure I had more to "detox/eliminate", but so does nearly everyone. This is why I really want Carnivore/TEI to help ASD... even moreso than any remaining sexual health issue. I mean I can workout like crazy in good mental health and that will help sex health again.
And meet people, but I mean trauma/Autism... I don't know I never got rid of it before. I hope I can. I know I mention it a lot. I am trying things.
I am better one on one, parties ok but I mean I've done better meeting cool women on an elevator, in my buildings, or walking and stuff. I can't recognize people a lot and when I go down mentally, I go down a lot. I will fix a lot with TEI I firmly believe permanently. Carnivore too.
Well I watch this guys vids and he has said in other vids he found the Netherlands way better to live in than the UK, he said the people are much happier and friendlier there than here in UK. And I agree the people did seem very friendly when I went to Netherlands but I went when I was younger, so I can't comment much about the girls. But I feel like I would get female attention if I went there now, my friend said he got good female attention when he was there and that he thought the girls were good.
I would say it is the same with girls here in the UK, but if you learn how to cold approach girls in the daytime in a confident way while making the girl feel comfortable, then there are a lot of people on tiktok now doing that in london and all around Europe with good success. And most people aren't typically doing here and just meeting girls through dating apps, or nights out, or through friends/work. Dating apps suck for guys imo.
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Dating apps do suck for guys. but with the rite career and pics and shyt, i was doing well there (just for ego, I actually preferred randomly meeting women in real life), in this city.
I did well at times on Tinder in Toronto but I mean, people were retarded: "what are your intentions." "i only date vegans".
Girls are nicer in Calgary, edmonton for sure, I mean hot girls. People are nicer in smaller cities than those with 5-10mn 20mn and I am "faster" and like rush rush rush, unlike most ppl here.
Most of that is ADHD/ASD maybe and also bc of family, career pressures. I don't really act like someone from a smaller city (tho that is still 1.2mn ppl now it is like 2mn), nor like someone from Toronto (4-5mn) but yeah I mean I don't really act like anyone tbh.
I think curing something horrible gave me tons of confidence plus I felt more in my lane and like all things were going up. Sometimes dating in Toronto was fine, it was just, I had to finish my school stuff to go get into law, then I'd be set.
SOME is easier there bc there's things to do, kind of late at nite, and like it depends where you live and how close you are to colleges.
My uni was like 4hrs commuting a day, if I lived and went to school downtown (which I obviously should have, when I transferred from here to there), it would have been better.
Being ripped for sure it isn't too too hard in either city, if attractive and or a nice career. BEING lost all the time, autistic makes it harder.
Every girl downtown wanted to hangout except for gross fat ones, and leftists. I just I mean I needed to keep fixed, then fix up things, then IDK felt a bit pfs again and that and ASD fucked me for sure.
Looking back, even when I first moved to Toronto women asked me out too once in shape again.
Women have been for like 20 years, i think my autism/aspergers and being dead inside (22 for a time and fixing that by maybe 23-24) helped
FELT more attractive and like i can date at 25 and 27 etc esp after ADHD medicine like life was on track, i am reliable. This got rekt with PFS, but fixed it in spades. ALL i had to do was keep mineral balancing or maybe do carnivore then and stay nice good mood and good libido and it'd be way easier.
WOMEN are easier in USA tho for sure. AND toronto is one of the worst places to date. I can do decently there but I mean there's so many ppl now, I wouldn't bother. I don't think that city is good for mental health and yeah I have some good friends there, but I mean business wise, practicing anything like law or medicine, or anything cost of living, smallness of class size, making a community is easier here.
My life would have been different going to a couple downtown schools vs a commuter school... but yeah I mean it'd be better all the time, if ADHD was taken care of earlier and also ASD.
AND if no antidepressants ever.
MY first gf, but not first attempt per se was in London, after EFfexor and I was heavier and not nearly and strong, and a drunk. But better life... and better quality. I can get more women for sure when I fix up my act, but the thing is I almost never try. Self investment, dressing for success, and lifting and being committed helps a lot. And following my path, the thing is my path gets destroyed every once in a while and it is from bad health outcomes/ it is from meds. I mean seroquel , effexor at 19-20, pfs at 30.. and ya the vax a bit later.
IF I didn't have insane trust issues and also autism/ i wouldn't have been silent... and i would have reached out more to lots of baddies. I just needed to fix career a bit OR master trading and skip career (or have that as a "non traditional career"). Solving so much on my own, getting aesthetic, losing any insecurity (had an extra nipple, had a bit of loose skin, had like not enough muscle, this and that, worrying about hair), all that shyt was gone basically by 30. BUT then fin syndrome, then it was really gone.
I was aesthetic and in better shape than 85 90% of ppl easily, by 23-24 but it was INSANE work ethic and to fix what I didn't know was PSSD or similar... and also to get life on track/ cuz of pressure.
PLUS to fix loose skin and like I was formerly fat.
But yeah i have been rejecting and ignoring groups of people, women etc for like 20-21 yrs. Also hard to recognize ppl (and i often didn't wear glasses outside, even tho i need em). I can't wear contacts i wish i could, And i'd never get laser eye surgery knowing my luck with meds and such.
I honestly could have dated or slept with like 30-40 different women 2018-2019 but for Autism or whatever. Instead of like 5. And instead of missing out on people that really liked me and missing social cues.
I really wish ASD and ADHD were dealt with earlier and Effexor, Accuatane before that, and Finasteride of course were never taken.
Carnivore for life... or like TEI at 15-16, id prolly be married at 25 and done law at 26-27. Instead my life was completely ruined at 21.. and i had to fix it somehow at 23-24.. and like beyond ruined/ near death at 30. So yeah, that hurts dating a lot but lots of women are fine with a strong guy who's life is a work in progress.
KEPT all my crypto ever/ I'd be done... like 8-10 btc, 20 eth.. etc, etc.. make funds off the like passive income, Liquidity Pools and shyt.
AND there you go, I thought I beat it but yeah somehow ADHD is still bad for life. Definitely good for being cool and charming and outgoing definitely very very bad for life if u choose the wrong things
and or drugs. And definitely i mean, you're not like anyone if you have ASD and ADHD.
But it is good. I am an outlier sort of like a brown guy with no accent, who is jacked and ripped and like who's friends all sold drugs and stuff. I am not a normal person... lol
but I mean gym helped a lot. Some guidance and knowl about ASD and ADHD earlier would have helped a ton too. I really feel like crashing FROM PFS was worse bc I felt like I had bipolar II at the time (cuz i was diagnosed with it... or like "probable" BPII) and that it was low energy, i was tired. No - it was epigenetic damage/ changes and like a weapon was destroying me.
Pretty sure ASD/ADHD makes life decisions and trusting ppl v hard. Plus trust issues, I was betrayed while having maybe mania... on effexor XR. I was a kid. I moved to England then, then to Toronto.. then eventually fixed my life. It was pretty fucking hard.
PFS was even easier. WITH that in mind, I think carnivore and then TEI isn't that horrible. Staying the course on it tho may be hard.
Also travelling always makes things a bit easier. I got laid in Mexico and USA sometimes just first day, going out to niteclubs. AND I fucking hate niteclubs and I hate ... probably most people or I am indifferent rather. No wonder i hate em with hEDS/HSD or autism.
Whatever country you're in/.. women and people in general will be nicer in places with 500k -2mn ppl 1mn ppl rather than the huge city centres. For sure. Maybe not always, but usually.
I did well at times on Tinder in Toronto but I mean, people were retarded: "what are your intentions." "i only date vegans".
Girls are nicer in Calgary, edmonton for sure, I mean hot girls. People are nicer in smaller cities than those with 5-10mn 20mn and I am "faster" and like rush rush rush, unlike most ppl here.
Most of that is ADHD/ASD maybe and also bc of family, career pressures. I don't really act like someone from a smaller city (tho that is still 1.2mn ppl now it is like 2mn), nor like someone from Toronto (4-5mn) but yeah I mean I don't really act like anyone tbh.
I think curing something horrible gave me tons of confidence plus I felt more in my lane and like all things were going up. Sometimes dating in Toronto was fine, it was just, I had to finish my school stuff to go get into law, then I'd be set.
SOME is easier there bc there's things to do, kind of late at nite, and like it depends where you live and how close you are to colleges.
My uni was like 4hrs commuting a day, if I lived and went to school downtown (which I obviously should have, when I transferred from here to there), it would have been better.
Being ripped for sure it isn't too too hard in either city, if attractive and or a nice career. BEING lost all the time, autistic makes it harder.
Every girl downtown wanted to hangout except for gross fat ones, and leftists. I just I mean I needed to keep fixed, then fix up things, then IDK felt a bit pfs again and that and ASD fucked me for sure.
Looking back, even when I first moved to Toronto women asked me out too once in shape again.
Women have been for like 20 years, i think my autism/aspergers and being dead inside (22 for a time and fixing that by maybe 23-24) helped
FELT more attractive and like i can date at 25 and 27 etc esp after ADHD medicine like life was on track, i am reliable. This got rekt with PFS, but fixed it in spades. ALL i had to do was keep mineral balancing or maybe do carnivore then and stay nice good mood and good libido and it'd be way easier.
WOMEN are easier in USA tho for sure. AND toronto is one of the worst places to date. I can do decently there but I mean there's so many ppl now, I wouldn't bother. I don't think that city is good for mental health and yeah I have some good friends there, but I mean business wise, practicing anything like law or medicine, or anything cost of living, smallness of class size, making a community is easier here.
My life would have been different going to a couple downtown schools vs a commuter school... but yeah I mean it'd be better all the time, if ADHD was taken care of earlier and also ASD.
AND if no antidepressants ever.
MY first gf, but not first attempt per se was in London, after EFfexor and I was heavier and not nearly and strong, and a drunk. But better life... and better quality. I can get more women for sure when I fix up my act, but the thing is I almost never try. Self investment, dressing for success, and lifting and being committed helps a lot. And following my path, the thing is my path gets destroyed every once in a while and it is from bad health outcomes/ it is from meds. I mean seroquel , effexor at 19-20, pfs at 30.. and ya the vax a bit later.
IF I didn't have insane trust issues and also autism/ i wouldn't have been silent... and i would have reached out more to lots of baddies. I just needed to fix career a bit OR master trading and skip career (or have that as a "non traditional career"). Solving so much on my own, getting aesthetic, losing any insecurity (had an extra nipple, had a bit of loose skin, had like not enough muscle, this and that, worrying about hair), all that shyt was gone basically by 30. BUT then fin syndrome, then it was really gone.
I was aesthetic and in better shape than 85 90% of ppl easily, by 23-24 but it was INSANE work ethic and to fix what I didn't know was PSSD or similar... and also to get life on track/ cuz of pressure.
PLUS to fix loose skin and like I was formerly fat.
But yeah i have been rejecting and ignoring groups of people, women etc for like 20-21 yrs. Also hard to recognize ppl (and i often didn't wear glasses outside, even tho i need em). I can't wear contacts i wish i could, And i'd never get laser eye surgery knowing my luck with meds and such.
I honestly could have dated or slept with like 30-40 different women 2018-2019 but for Autism or whatever. Instead of like 5. And instead of missing out on people that really liked me and missing social cues.
I really wish ASD and ADHD were dealt with earlier and Effexor, Accuatane before that, and Finasteride of course were never taken.
Carnivore for life... or like TEI at 15-16, id prolly be married at 25 and done law at 26-27. Instead my life was completely ruined at 21.. and i had to fix it somehow at 23-24.. and like beyond ruined/ near death at 30. So yeah, that hurts dating a lot but lots of women are fine with a strong guy who's life is a work in progress.
KEPT all my crypto ever/ I'd be done... like 8-10 btc, 20 eth.. etc, etc.. make funds off the like passive income, Liquidity Pools and shyt.
AND there you go, I thought I beat it but yeah somehow ADHD is still bad for life. Definitely good for being cool and charming and outgoing definitely very very bad for life if u choose the wrong things
and or drugs. And definitely i mean, you're not like anyone if you have ASD and ADHD.
But it is good. I am an outlier sort of like a brown guy with no accent, who is jacked and ripped and like who's friends all sold drugs and stuff. I am not a normal person... lol
but I mean gym helped a lot. Some guidance and knowl about ASD and ADHD earlier would have helped a ton too. I really feel like crashing FROM PFS was worse bc I felt like I had bipolar II at the time (cuz i was diagnosed with it... or like "probable" BPII) and that it was low energy, i was tired. No - it was epigenetic damage/ changes and like a weapon was destroying me.
Pretty sure ASD/ADHD makes life decisions and trusting ppl v hard. Plus trust issues, I was betrayed while having maybe mania... on effexor XR. I was a kid. I moved to England then, then to Toronto.. then eventually fixed my life. It was pretty fucking hard.
PFS was even easier. WITH that in mind, I think carnivore and then TEI isn't that horrible. Staying the course on it tho may be hard.
Also travelling always makes things a bit easier. I got laid in Mexico and USA sometimes just first day, going out to niteclubs. AND I fucking hate niteclubs and I hate ... probably most people or I am indifferent rather. No wonder i hate em with hEDS/HSD or autism.
Whatever country you're in/.. women and people in general will be nicer in places with 500k -2mn ppl 1mn ppl rather than the huge city centres. For sure. Maybe not always, but usually.
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For sure you both would like women here better than in Toronto. You need like 200k a yr to barely survive in Toronto and traffic is trash, transit is trash, it's hot as hell in the summer, parades everywhere. People are very icy and fake. I am strong and cold but yeah I mean, if you have any mental health issues, you need drugs to live there.
It is better to live outside of it. And many ppl are just .. they hate it. Many ppl are leaving, even new immigrants to other cities in Canada or to like back home.
Ev1 hates everyone there.
I am biased, I went there when I was ruined and left destroyed with PFS but I did have some good friends and a lot of attraction from women, and travelling women and downtown.
BUT when you are going to school, finishing late, commuting 24-30hrs a week, finishing grad studies to fix your undergrad scores, and coming to terms with untreated ADHD at 26, it is pretty hard.
I also got a coke addiction there and continued drinking for a time, but went on and off drinking and only did with friends by the time I was 23. I didn't make any friends there till like 10mo-12mo in
ya i wish i knew about autism/aspergers etc more. Having a gf thru undergrad, and thru pre law.. and thru applications would have made things way easier, and I mean limited friends and having em far away are the reason why I would try something like Lamictal, later minox/finasteride etc. I was misdiagnosed a lot. ANd I barely went to docs except for notes for school and then for ADHD and similar/dex.
The few guys that sleep with most the women in the bldg do extremely well, i was better looking than one friend who was like that. This shorter and fatter arab guy but he was still good looking and yeah
alpha very alpha. Used coke and slept with every woman like in our building when I was 28 -29 and he was i guess 31 -32.
Some people have insane social skills... I mean I have good ones but I am "an acquired taste", one good friend told me . But really I think i am more of a stressy person and closed off and don't trust anyone.
And yeah C-PTSD/Autism, that kind of thing. Other people are tall white and good looking but lots of great white women, hispanic women, asian women, punjabi, etc. Black etc.
the thing is, I mean i thought it was life/ feeling behind.. and it was.. and then effexor anhedonia and surely it was but i think what fkd up my life and relationships the most was... ADHD/ASD to be honest.
YA PFS is worse... but i mean i cured it and it'd have stayed cured if i asked any of like 200 people for some help. Say 10-15 ppl i actually liked. Couples said hi wanted to hangout since curing PFS, etc etc..
Girls asking me out even at the gym before moving on my own.. it was suppressing emotions/ feelings/ masking i guess and deep trauma/ autism for me. SO fix that/ im better in any city.
Even if i was a fat fuck who didn't care about lifting. Many ppl are pretty nice but i mean trauma and repeated bad coping mechanisms can destroy your life.
I had a lot of attraction here younger but i needed stims to focus not get lost with ASD, and to take care of intense ADHD. And stay away from crappy friends.
I think dex and test / dht at 20 or 16 id be fucking fine. AND almost never have to fix health issues but who knows/ and maybe... I'd need to do TEI.
NO ONE barely talked about PSSD when I was 21 or it was hidden... and like I don't think i ever encountered things like TEI... or carnivore till after PFS.
I wish i did. Mostly just some self help forums and like bodybuilding forums. I have lots of trauma discussed above and otherwise. Also being late 20s early 30s i was more mature and knew my life was going
in the rite directions whereas, I mean... life could have stayed destroyed at 21 or so, I didn't know. Stimulants and work on fitness, and let women come to me again. BUT either in law school and live without em for 6mo-7mo till i get in... OR make money as much as possible and don't need it. But that can just lead to destruction. I felt more datable when 95% of my undergrad and masters was done, but I still wanted to get rid of excess skin a tiny bit/ and this and that. I used to worry my ears stuck out.
I am actually one of the shyest ppl maybe the shyest person if any of u met me. Which is insane bc i was 192lbs and 6 feet and looked like a hero often. Life has been HARSH and hard, so i became more anti hero. I will live out late 30s and 40s and do well. I fucking wish the rite meds were there, and i didn't react badly to em this and that. Maybe test cream and dex, i'd have been fine with some noots, minerals.. or just tei. I mean back at 18.
Better community --better ASD control = better.
LIKE done law/ and joining and being in young professional downtown community there im set minus fucking autism.
and yeah some have ethnic community, work community this and that.
I was close to having a good cmnty and it should have been strengthened during covid, but i mean a lot of ppl showed their authoritarian nature, and all the nice and good ppl, i mean i couldn't see em cuz i was trading and losing money and then just kind of couldn't deal with it and i couldn't deal with "old illness" coming back sort of, it was just remaining stages of pfs.
CURING or fixing or having rest of pfs on autopilot with TEI wouldn't be so bad, but now it has been yrs... and yeah I lost out on amazing opportunities and ppl that could have really helped me.
It is better to live outside of it. And many ppl are just .. they hate it. Many ppl are leaving, even new immigrants to other cities in Canada or to like back home.
Ev1 hates everyone there.
I am biased, I went there when I was ruined and left destroyed with PFS but I did have some good friends and a lot of attraction from women, and travelling women and downtown.
BUT when you are going to school, finishing late, commuting 24-30hrs a week, finishing grad studies to fix your undergrad scores, and coming to terms with untreated ADHD at 26, it is pretty hard.
I also got a coke addiction there and continued drinking for a time, but went on and off drinking and only did with friends by the time I was 23. I didn't make any friends there till like 10mo-12mo in
ya i wish i knew about autism/aspergers etc more. Having a gf thru undergrad, and thru pre law.. and thru applications would have made things way easier, and I mean limited friends and having em far away are the reason why I would try something like Lamictal, later minox/finasteride etc. I was misdiagnosed a lot. ANd I barely went to docs except for notes for school and then for ADHD and similar/dex.
The few guys that sleep with most the women in the bldg do extremely well, i was better looking than one friend who was like that. This shorter and fatter arab guy but he was still good looking and yeah
alpha very alpha. Used coke and slept with every woman like in our building when I was 28 -29 and he was i guess 31 -32.
Some people have insane social skills... I mean I have good ones but I am "an acquired taste", one good friend told me . But really I think i am more of a stressy person and closed off and don't trust anyone.
And yeah C-PTSD/Autism, that kind of thing. Other people are tall white and good looking but lots of great white women, hispanic women, asian women, punjabi, etc. Black etc.
the thing is, I mean i thought it was life/ feeling behind.. and it was.. and then effexor anhedonia and surely it was but i think what fkd up my life and relationships the most was... ADHD/ASD to be honest.
YA PFS is worse... but i mean i cured it and it'd have stayed cured if i asked any of like 200 people for some help. Say 10-15 ppl i actually liked. Couples said hi wanted to hangout since curing PFS, etc etc..
Girls asking me out even at the gym before moving on my own.. it was suppressing emotions/ feelings/ masking i guess and deep trauma/ autism for me. SO fix that/ im better in any city.
Even if i was a fat fuck who didn't care about lifting. Many ppl are pretty nice but i mean trauma and repeated bad coping mechanisms can destroy your life.
I had a lot of attraction here younger but i needed stims to focus not get lost with ASD, and to take care of intense ADHD. And stay away from crappy friends.
I think dex and test / dht at 20 or 16 id be fucking fine. AND almost never have to fix health issues but who knows/ and maybe... I'd need to do TEI.
NO ONE barely talked about PSSD when I was 21 or it was hidden... and like I don't think i ever encountered things like TEI... or carnivore till after PFS.
I wish i did. Mostly just some self help forums and like bodybuilding forums. I have lots of trauma discussed above and otherwise. Also being late 20s early 30s i was more mature and knew my life was going
in the rite directions whereas, I mean... life could have stayed destroyed at 21 or so, I didn't know. Stimulants and work on fitness, and let women come to me again. BUT either in law school and live without em for 6mo-7mo till i get in... OR make money as much as possible and don't need it. But that can just lead to destruction. I felt more datable when 95% of my undergrad and masters was done, but I still wanted to get rid of excess skin a tiny bit/ and this and that. I used to worry my ears stuck out.
I am actually one of the shyest ppl maybe the shyest person if any of u met me. Which is insane bc i was 192lbs and 6 feet and looked like a hero often. Life has been HARSH and hard, so i became more anti hero. I will live out late 30s and 40s and do well. I fucking wish the rite meds were there, and i didn't react badly to em this and that. Maybe test cream and dex, i'd have been fine with some noots, minerals.. or just tei. I mean back at 18.
Better community --better ASD control = better.
LIKE done law/ and joining and being in young professional downtown community there im set minus fucking autism.
and yeah some have ethnic community, work community this and that.
I was close to having a good cmnty and it should have been strengthened during covid, but i mean a lot of ppl showed their authoritarian nature, and all the nice and good ppl, i mean i couldn't see em cuz i was trading and losing money and then just kind of couldn't deal with it and i couldn't deal with "old illness" coming back sort of, it was just remaining stages of pfs.
CURING or fixing or having rest of pfs on autopilot with TEI wouldn't be so bad, but now it has been yrs... and yeah I lost out on amazing opportunities and ppl that could have really helped me.
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