@RebelWithACause
I don't believe one second that big reason for your health issues was unhealthy/toxic relationship with someone who lived with you and you were still able to recover while living with those people/person..
It is not possible if that person is still the same. Acting and doing the same stuff that led to your crash in a first place or at least was huge part of it..
THat is my scenario and unfortunately I realized that just recently when I stopped all coping and I was able to replay my whole life like a movie and I was finally able to see from third person perspective what the fuck was going on my whole life.
I wasn't thinking mental stress is a big factor. That's why I never addressed it obviously.
"I was ready to die. I just read a lot and put my head down and pushed hard. If I didn't do that I would still be in big problems. At that point probably would of killed myself. And this pushing hard
took like 4 years of doing the same shit everyday. Maybe longer I mean I started really doing stuff in 2018 and still to this day do a lot of stuff."
Ttat is exactly what I was doing. Doesn't matter. Doesn't work. What worked in lest than 2 days(when I moved to different country) was not able to achieve after decade of doing insane stupid stuff from building saunas, doing enemas, flushes etc. to spending all my money on supplements.
Now I know all of this. I just have to get stable enough so I can move permanently. So fixing the main root cause. Which is fucking chronic stress lol
You have to experience that. Find some crazy estrogen/copper toxic girl on the internet and let her move in with you. Tell me 10 years down the road how chronic mental stress doesn't exist bro..
Or go to talk to hospital to nurses who take care of dying young kids for 20 years how mental stress doesn't exist. THey are all fucked physically when they are done with that job.
Anyways enough with this topic. I really don't want to argue. It is stressing me out like crazy lol.
