--Oh man.
--I was doing so well maybe 8 or 9 days no coffee, some dex, and no plant foods. And some test cream and test enanthate (I will keep trying test cream... I added test enanthate to maybe up test).
--Mostly, I add the test to see if it helps energy levels, arthritis, and anxiety* and depression*.
--I am sure anxiety* and depression* of PFS (neurosteroid depletion, the trauma , lost opportunities, damage to my life.. and curing and then some setbacks), and ASD (autism and all that, anxiety long term and depression in bad times).
-I am sure that will go with long run carnivore.
--I hope I am not screwing myself over completely or too much with some breaks in carnivore, but I know it isn't ideal.
--I hope TEI makes sticking to it easier and helps me detox a lot.
--I may be off test cream soon enough but I was sticking to carnivore easier on dex, And on test cream... if nothing else just for routine. Even if the test cream doesn't help that much.
--Dex is literally for ADHD and autism and the anxiety, depression there. Test cream is too, and both for sticking to some treatment there and also for PFS. And carnivore is for ASD also and pfs.
--I wish I could tell you guys I did 55-60 days in a row on carnivore but unfortunately I didn't.
--I didn't even like most my cheats and going from nearer to my fat loss/fluid retention loss goals and working out a bit more to instantly rebounding 5-6lbs and then being up 2lbs or so in the am...
--the bloatedness and sick feeling wasn't worth it. Even people in great shape and health, like I was most of after PFS(not initially of course) and I was before that.... and I will be again
--even in that good health, you still will feel sick eating anything crazy like store bought chocolate snacks.. or downing lots of milk (store bought) and IDK some tortilla I had. And one tiny slice of homemade pizza.
--not worth it. Barely was eating, some patties, some prosciutto.
-I don;t know I may lose all medicine and just do carnivore only... I am sure 90d i will be rocking more.. and 120 150days, but I am also sure I can rock more on dex and that. And either way leads to TEI.
--In regards to dropping that and just doing TEI, I want this stuff to work but maybe I am too deficient and filled with too much self doubt and anxiety, that I can't. And i've been too traumatized and hurt.
--and with test cream, well I hope that test cream and dex and carniv starting i can be 40-50% and later 80% and 90% and add tei, lose the test cream.. and be more like 95-99% and pfs cured 100% but
--ASD and depression and anxiety like 80% better, 100% better and 90% better. You know what I mean...Long run things /deep seated things are hard to "cure" and are there potentially forever.
--If I can lose all bad aspects of ASD forever then I would love that, but it would probably take 2yrs carniv straight or 1.5yrs or 8-10mo and like with TEI maybe 4-5months hella progress and insanely better at
--8-10months. And stuff like that.
--Does this make sense bro
@RebelWithACause ?
--stick to it,.. keep trying test cream or lose it? I think it helps Anxiety and depression a bit, sexual health a bit.. DEX helps anxiety and depression and I am sure that long run carniv helps (PFS and ASD/trauma)
related anxiety and depression EVEN MORE. AND I am sure TEI does too.
--just force myself to add TEI NOW? It is just a test... to see situation going back 4mo.
--or keep taking test and dex and make this shyt work 31 days 50 days 90 days first .. carnivore. Please help me out man.