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Greg: B2 to fmn is thyroid so iodine selenium. Fmn to fad is moly. B12 is ummm b12? Potassium is potassium. Those are main supps he talks about maybe cal mag.
Kathleen: nad is the key to fad recycling. If you look at pyruvate dehydrogenase. Coa and ALA really help nad recycle fad as well pyruvate too. Shes big about all of these.
Fad recycling is the true way to fad.
I have my own way I see it all. It fits in with Kathleen but does incorporate Greg’s. Reality is Greg is just so lost from the truth by saying b2 iodine selenium is really it. These come last in my book.
No dude you don't understand. Lack of smell from birth(when someone describes some smell I have no idea what he is talking about I never had sense of smell and I was hiding this subconsciously from anyone because I know kids, people would use it against me to bully me even more etc.. Not even my parents knew) and delayed/low puberty it is 99,9% Kallmann syndrome. I am simply genetic waste. But it is ok with me. At least I don't need to be so hard on myself and blame myself that I failed in life...
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It’s called autism. Which basically all of us pfs accutane cfs/me people have. You developed earlier but it doesn’t mean there’s no way to fix it.
Tons of autistic people recover.
My problem was life stuff pharma caused it. Then kept getting worse with wrong approaches and more pharma injuries smh.
@bruschi11 dude goggle what is Kallmann syndrome. I will never have sense of smell. I don't have tools for that. They never developed.
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B2 to fmn is via thyroid which I’m seeing as b12 iodine right now in that order. (Sele utilization and t4 ) . Fmn to fad is via phos/mg.
Well phos comes up from vitamin d if VDR is working. No can cobalt raising ERb activate VDR and is that why vit D is dying in Oligos just being eaten up?
I think so.
Cuz I gave vit d tonight higher dose say 15k iu. And it turned things on a lot.
There’s the phos for fmn to fad.
I wish I was doing this shit 2 years ago. Smh it just sucks.
Dogs and college basketball is getting me by as I can’t work anymore and just have to run this methylation plan best I can and hope I can get stronger.
Well phos comes up from vitamin d if VDR is working. No can cobalt raising ERb activate VDR and is that why vit D is dying in Oligos just being eaten up?
I think so.
Cuz I gave vit d tonight higher dose say 15k iu. And it turned things on a lot.
There’s the phos for fmn to fad.
I wish I was doing this shit 2 years ago. Smh it just sucks.
Dogs and college basketball is getting me by as I can’t work anymore and just have to run this methylation plan best I can and hope I can get stronger.
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went completely impotent from combo of D, b12, iodine on top of the trt i'm on. zero libido or erections like complete zero.
Wondering if my T dose is just too low now with metabolism really turning on. Cuz metabolism is really turning on from what I'm doing. But 70mg weekly isn't that low of a dose.
I get a stomach ache when I need magnesium now and thats happening.
We just don't know how sick someone like Freddd was ciompared to me when he was at his worst getting on b12 to save his life. My illness now is just much worse than it was in 2023 when I know I really need to take this route.
Fluoride is staying lower than normal. And there is more neuro clarity.
Wondering if my T dose is just too low now with metabolism really turning on. Cuz metabolism is really turning on from what I'm doing. But 70mg weekly isn't that low of a dose.
I get a stomach ache when I need magnesium now and thats happening.
We just don't know how sick someone like Freddd was ciompared to me when he was at his worst getting on b12 to save his life. My illness now is just much worse than it was in 2023 when I know I really need to take this route.
Fluoride is staying lower than normal. And there is more neuro clarity.
@bruschi11 you are not that bad if you worry about libido heh. I do "NOFAP" effortlessly for good amount of time now lol.. Do you watch porn and masturabe? I am sub5 genetic waste so for me zero libido is perfect. There is nothing worse than when you have crazy libido as ugly guy and you start to do stupid stuff because of it.. At least that I am happy with. I don't need to do any of that cringe stuff that most average/below average guys do to get some disgusting fat, dumb, below average pussy.. But if you are chad that is different story. If you could have nice girls, but the body is fucked.. That's a shame...
Having said that I am often thinking if my life was even better if I would recover. I would be just another sub5 ugly guy who is miserable because now I would have all those deeper feelings, libido etc.. I don't see that as any advantage in this twisted time we live in lol...
Having said that I am often thinking if my life was even better if I would recover. I would be just another sub5 ugly guy who is miserable because now I would have all those deeper feelings, libido etc.. I don't see that as any advantage in this twisted time we live in lol...
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My brain only ever comes back when libido comes back. It’s one of the first signs of healing. I normally live with 5-10% libido . But the drops and raises are meaningful
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Iodine just got super strong again the last few days and I think it’s gotta do with a few things here.
Uncomfortably strong. Where two days in a row now it’s really crashed me in tough ways .
Been taking 125mcg. When I took 12.5-25mcg for awhile there. I think it’s time to scale back there to the lower doses.
Vitamin D I felt did something too. I think it raises the folate cycle. But iodine is just killing whatever b12 and vit d have done.
Uncomfortably strong. Where two days in a row now it’s really crashed me in tough ways .
Been taking 125mcg. When I took 12.5-25mcg for awhile there. I think it’s time to scale back there to the lower doses.
Vitamin D I felt did something too. I think it raises the folate cycle. But iodine is just killing whatever b12 and vit d have done.
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High histamine often just cause crazy libido which yes is part of libido but if you have high histamine not broken down you just go crazy with sex drive. You might have low histamine so you have less desire to do it. I also like lower histamine. I think Helen also liked it better to have lower histamine and yea I agree now. I used to be obsessed with libido because I had zero and also zero capability. Then I guess my histamine started rising and libido working better but it went to the opposite where I got so horny all the time it's stupid.
@RebelWithACause yes I know what you mean. It is big difference if you are horny, because you are healthy and balanced and your body is relaxed and has excess of energy to waste for sexual stuff and to be horny because you are forcing the body to be horny basically.. Like when I was masturbating to porn all the time I was far from healthy lol..
I think healthy behavior is to really not watch any porn and force the body to make yourself horny. It should come naturally like if you have life partner or in a dream or you will just masturbate without any external stimulation. Just the body had urge to empty the tank..
It is interesting now it feels disgusting to me watch porn or even some mild erotic stuff.. Like those pictures are not disgusting, but I feel disgusted by myself heh.
Same thing with sports. Even sports I loved so much like fighting, cycling. I find it stupid... I am far from healthier than I was, but it is at least more balanced mindset I think..
I think healthy behavior is to really not watch any porn and force the body to make yourself horny. It should come naturally like if you have life partner or in a dream or you will just masturbate without any external stimulation. Just the body had urge to empty the tank..
It is interesting now it feels disgusting to me watch porn or even some mild erotic stuff.. Like those pictures are not disgusting, but I feel disgusted by myself heh.
Same thing with sports. Even sports I loved so much like fighting, cycling. I find it stupid... I am far from healthier than I was, but it is at least more balanced mindset I think..
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If you have Kallmann you have a micropenis? If you do then yes you have Kallmann otherwise you probably just had a weaker puberty or less "functional steroids" during puberty or maybe even during the womb phase. Which is also what I had. You could of assumed I had this syndrome too except I had penile growth and my voice is deep. If you didn't have puberty you'd be like a child like a eunich. No way you are that lol.
Sense of smell came and gone for me. In PFS at the start very little smell capability. Probably because my metabolic rate was down down down. You don't feel anything or smell anything.
To me you just sound autistic TBH and that's not to diss you. I think bruschi is right.
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@Yura
All these terms like autism, Alzheimer’s, Parkinson’s, Kalmans are all caused by something deeper in the body . Whether it be metabolic , toxicity , combo of both, infections / microbial shifts.
They’re invalid diagnoses. It’s people who suck the dic of farma who allow these diagnoses to continue to shine thru.
@bruschi11 I just answered to my log. I understand that. I just use that term kallmann syndrome because people with this issue have no sense of smell because there was issue with proper development of that stuff needed for smell. So people like that like me will never ever have sense of smell. It is not about fixing some imbalance now. It is to late..
During early pregnancy (around weeks 5–7)
So two things happen at once:
During early pregnancy (around weeks 5–7)
- Special nerve cells that produce GnRH (gonadotropin-releasing hormone) form near the developing nose.
- These neurons must migrate (travel) from the nasal area into the brain, reaching the hypothalamus.
- At the same time, the olfactory nerves (smell nerves) grow from the nose into the brain’s olfactory bulb.
- the olfactory nerves fail to develop properly, or
- the olfactory bulbs are small or absent, and
- GnRH neurons cannot migrate into the brain.
So two things happen at once:
- GnRH neurons never arrive in the hypothalamus
- LH and FSH stay low
- puberty and testosterone production fail to start normally
I mean doctors often blame all kinds of stuff on bad genetics, but unfortunately it is more and more true. That people simply have more and more fucked up genetics because they parents were fucked up. So you can't do anything to fix that genetic waste child.. In nature fucked up animals die fast. In this twisted modern world more and more fucked up people not just survive, but even are stupid enough to have kids...
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True but you can get good enough to live good bro. 100%. You'll feel good daily and who gives a fuck apart from that. It's also freeing to know you came into this world defected you can only go better from there. Unless you give up and just go the opposite way. It's always better to make the best choice on the chess board no matter how bad the situation is. But yea mentally suffering is a lot during recovery and getting better. I also had a lot of suffering mentally so it's understandable you get depressed and down sometimes. I have/had it too. But once you get over that hump you start to see damn life can still be good even if I don't have the greatest genetics. You become free from the hivemind so to speak.
But when you are sick like a lot people are sick (it's not rare I see them everyday in real life but maybe less sick than people here, still bad enough to be affected) they get stuck up in daily life and the small stuff and make it a huge problem. They live in a systematic way of things they are used to and think it's important what the "tribe"/society thinks of them etc. Because they are weakened they have to adhere to the "normalcy" of the living standard of society/tribe. They don't see life can be more than that and beautiful. Just like when you are a child you are more free to think and observe. \Hope you can get at least make some good moving forward progression. I think it is possible for everyone to at least feel good daily and once you feel good all this genetic shit man you just don't care anymore.
One of the only good thing about being so sick you can't be normal anymore is that it kind of gives you the possibility to step away from the system and see how stupid it is and then once you feel good you incorporate this to go your own path and way and you won't feel scared to do it.
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Tough morning. Fluoride went back high again. Feel like I have tons of b12 in me . But badly anemic of brain.
Potassium dropped in Oligo for first time in a few days. After drinking a lot of coffee and eating a lot of sugar.
I think these two things need to end. Time to focus on all things potassium.
Not saying I should be fasting or even doing keto. Just focus on potassium tho.
Potassium dropped in Oligo for first time in a few days. After drinking a lot of coffee and eating a lot of sugar.
I think these two things need to end. Time to focus on all things potassium.
Not saying I should be fasting or even doing keto. Just focus on potassium tho.